Alas (I think), for I am totally crazy over this guy. I was always I guess. Though apparently he's taken to weed-smoking. (Casual peut-etre.) Hmm. It's amazing what peer pressure can do to one's ability to discern right, wrong,being true to oneself and the like. Whatever. I can say no more other than it's over and done with...guess it doesn't change how I feel towards him.
Tsk. Well excuse me for not liking smokers too much ok :P Sue me.

Ummm I should go to bed now. It's after 2 am (the time on these blogs suck salt) and I have to get up later, for I have to journey into town. Oh joy. Let's hope rain doesn't fall. Rain has been falling ALOT. Especially up here. Ground all muddy - but I guess the air is clean and moist - feels good.

Distraction again. Even writing this I can't go more than a couple minutes without someone msging. I must write again sometime this is too much. 2 important people. Must..close...browser... Lol gnite :)

Hi Dara, Stef, Rav, Stac - whoever checks. I love you all.