I'm calm and mellow again. This is a good thing, especially for everyone around me. I'm so thankful have good friends who don't mind me venting and cursing and ranting. For the one I scream at and curse a whole lot, I'm sorry. Composure regained. I love you.
That goes for all of you people too. Thanks for being there for me.

I need some time to heal. My faith and belief and values have to be mended and stuff. For too long I've neglected something that I shouldn't have ever let go.

That Sesame Street song : " It's a long long road, but I'm gonna get there..." just sums everything up nicely. I'm so going to get through this.