I feel slightly better thank goodness. Hmmm.

There is a possibility that I won't get to go to school this year. Just dandy ain't it? We're trying to get money/loans together. Whoopeeding. It's so amazing that the people with endless opporunities especially to go away etc, don't take them up and prefer to stay here, or go away and waste it all. People like me now who actually want to go are catching all hell. Life. Bah. Oh well.

I want to go check my art teacher for inspiration of some sort. I shall...eventually. Why do I need inspiration? I always need it. She provides me with like this boost of creativity, and her faith is enough for like 10 000 people... It's just insane to live like she does, yet it's probably the truer way to live. Randomizing again.

I should go to sleep or something.