Chronicles

Thursday, April 5

I guess I have a lot to say, but I'm afraid. I don't know why. I always stop short of doing things because I'm afraid of taking risks. Adrian mentioned last night, something about risk-taking. I guess it would apply to all areas in your life.

I am now officially single. Hm doesn't feel that different I guess...maybe it will sink in sometime later on. Maybe...if it hasn't already. Maybe it took 4 months. When you slowly realise that you no longer have a relationship, well it sucks to let go, and maybe it was me being the hopeful fool that I am, for holding on for so long. Oh well. The world doesn't stop because of it.

Adia - Sarah McLachlan. All my sentiments or something. *looks @ Mirrorball CD* Euuuhhh dammit it's full of all the songs that well mostly express some of the stuff I feel. Let's move along shall we? I'll try not to be thinking about it. Note - do not listen to this CD until umm...? Hmm I guess it's all about milk. It's spilt, so what? You get another bottle or something.

Pear yogurt mm yum. It's been in the freezer - it's that home made yogurt that's runny, so mom thought it'd be more fun frozen. Decent enough. Speaking of mom. Lol. She's going berserk looking for some container she lent out and can't find it now and doesn't know who has it. See her calling everyone and cussin because no one has seen it. Dad and I are hiding :) Mom and her hissyfits drive us up a wall...we snicker and say - "ooohhh menopause" just to tease her and see how she reacts.

My job is going pretty alright so far. It's been fairly interesting and fun. Staff priveliges rock on!! I've finally got access to the net, so, woohoo *grin* I've learnt this and that, and I guess I will every day. It was a little slow today, thankfully, and I got to come home and sleep. This of course means that I'll be up late again, but oh well.

Tomorrow I want to lime after work (as if I haven't been doing that almost every day this week). A proper lime though, maybe with friends. I could save that for next week though because it might be a bit less hectic as well so better yet. Cinema? Dars? Devy? That's on for next week you two. As for everyone else I've not been seeing, err don't worry we'll catch up. Avin. I have to meet you. Soon. E-mail meee!!!

No more introspective thinking. I'm sick of it. People are so simple, I'm so annoying. Lol. I'll get over it one day.