It's 5 am. I've been up since maybe before 4. I decided to come online to see if anyone was alive. Of course Rav was but he went to bed. The quiet time now is nice...really nice.

It's that hour of the morning when you think that time has slowed to a crawl, that even though the sky is lightening it doesn't matter. The breeze blowing through the trees makes me feel beachy. Good memories. I'll surely miss this when I go. If I go.

Yesterday was kinda good an sucky. My loan has flopped. So I have to find out what the fuck is going on and all of that. Joy of joys. I better find out soon before I take any extra steps for enrollment. I received the package on Friday so that had a whole bunch of health insurance stuff. Let's not even start with the immunization crap. Tha's a whole lot of money to spend which I don't actually have....oh well. Moving along. Ok so maybe I have the money - but that will suck me dryyyy.

Adrian is a doll otherwise. Yes Jus eating of words in progress. Yet again I am to wonder what I've done in my life to deserve such. Not that I'm saying I deserve less, but dude...I am in awe of it and appreciate it. My friends,my family...woo.

Writing at this hour is pretty cool. No sound but my fan and the clickity clacking of keys. Ok so there are cocks crowing around the place. I figure I'll be missing this too. Blah. I like the quiet. Clears the head.

I should go back to sleep now. Get a couple hours rest..hey maybe more. I don't think work should be too hectic today. Yay! The fun beginnith? I have my web sites to do...scanning etc. Lordee. Phun.

Have a good day people.