"I can feel it coming back again like a roll of thunder chasing the wind" ~ Live

I don't know when and if this will ever end? I give people a chance to prove themselves, and they don't come through, so I wait again, I say ok...benefit of the doubt, and still nothing. Then I give the fuck up. I'm sorry. Maybe I'm a fool, maybe I'm not a submissive bitch, maybe I won't put enough effort into certain things, maybe I'm impatient, but I am going to be happy no matter what it takes, and I'll do whatever it takes to stay this way. Crying's not for me.