The site's still up despite that person's (*points down*) ability to curse it.

I'm really in a fucked up mood today. Spare me the bullshit about chilling out ok, I happen to be a woman, with hormones and emotions. Don't reccommend anything, don't say anything, don't feel sorry for me, don't patronise me. Only the girls will understand stuff about asshole men err boys trying to get to your last nerve on the planet.

So all I really want to do now is get out of the house and have a good time. Preferably with hot people/person and to be treated like a queen would rock. So I need attention - kill me. Distract me please.

take away the pain
fade it from my eyes
from my soul
pull it kicking and screaming from my system
this anger this hate
this jaded
too emotional
heart

Oh right. So my parents are again on my case. Great. I'm working it's one thing, I'm not working it's another. Oh for godsakes leave me alone for a fucking week or 2. I'm not 40, without money, a mortgage and 10 kids. Geezus christ.

Godsmack is helping slightly. Very slightly.