"I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it every day"

"Before i let you down again
I just want to see you in your eyes
I would have taken everything out on you
I only thought you could understand"

"Farewell peace of mind kiss goodbye to reason
Up is down the impossible occurs each day
This intoxication thrills me
I only pray it doesn't kill me"

"We stumble in a tangled web, decaying friendships almost dead
And hide behind a mask of lies
We twist and turn and we avoid, all hope of salvage now devoid
I see the truth inside your eyes."

Guilt? Lonely? Pathetic? Moody. Generally...
Don't understand what's going on. Still. Am I wrong? I await the divine answers...
I shouldn't really care but I do. I so do.
Dammit.
I am not a duck. I cannot allow this to fall away from me.