One of the few people who helped cheer me up tonight. Ed! Surprisingly so. With some shoe analogy tennis (I'll get to it), and I suppose general positive outlook, that helped. Alot. My chic friends were a great support as well. Dars who is...hmm disapproving of that fact that I am having trouble letting go (but hey she doesn't know!), and Stac, who's forever my stalwart, oh and Stef who I pour everything out to, who's not afraid to say - fuck you, and who I'm not afraid to retort - would ya? He's not a chic but...close enough. Oh boy I'm gonna get flamed for that one :) He knows what I mean. I hope.
He's gone to see Harry Potter tonight. It's opening here on my birthday...yes that would be next month...he however has forgotten the date. Bah!

Men are shoes
This is what I'm led to believe. Therefore we girls would be feet. We love shoes so much. So we go shopping for shoes right. Different styles, maybe the same store, different colours. We break them in, use them till their soles are worn, throw them out, go to the store and start again. Shoes don't have those emotion things, they're not really alive. We as feet have nerve endings, warm oxygenated blood, therefore we end up having emotion things. Shoes and feet need each other indeed, for one would be incomplete without the other. Feet tend to be clingy, though they tend to sweat in some shoes, and get all stinky. Some feet are naturally stinky though.

On the topic of old shoes. They tend to be very comfortable. Soles worn paper thin. Big smiley relaxed faces. Comfort. Indeed. They could be restored sometimes to a dull shimmer, and some have to be thrown out. I love shoes. I'm picky though, I shop at about oh, one store. Not just any shoe can fit me, and be to my liking. When you buy the shoe and realise it's as uncomfortable as heck after all, or has got some flaw, you can either try to break it in, or wear it with the flaw, hoping no one will notice.

All that and a bottle of shoe polish.

I cleaned my room today. Very tiring it was, so I shall retire now. I think it was best I did not go to the lan party. I got ice cream this evening. Very good for the happy endorphins. Whiskey and Valium were recommended by shoeboy. Heh :)