Chronicles

Wednesday, February 13

It is fucking amazing, when you can say exactly what's on your mind. I had the most mind-liberating conversation earlier. In a way. Shows how stupid men are sometimes not to mention shallow, lame and generally....fucking stupid! So jealous, so possessive.Oh my God!!!! What are you going to do? Hahaha. I really wonder. This will be so interesting, I'm amused just by the thought of what could possibly come of the bullshit. Asshole.

Words out feelings in the open. Confusion. Dismay. Anger. Sadness. Disappointment. Breakthrough. In a way.

Stay With Me Till Dawn was on repeat. Ottmar Liebert kicking in.

I'm saying anything to anyone tonight. I'm not holding back, and know what? I don't care. I really really don't.
I surprised people by saying that I'd hold that guy down. Mr. Pretty gayboy. *points down* Fuck - yes...depending on...situations, I'd make the bastard straight.
Jason said I'm as horny as a man . Apparently I lime with that species too much. This is bad - being that horny? Why? Hey I'm not that horny. I like to gape - don't we all? I don't go grabbing every dick offered because it's free. I have standards. Emotion shit...unfortunately...or not. Bah. I don't know what to think or feel anymore, whether to be ethical, immoral, bastardish, good. Aggghh!!!
Trace is not a slut.

By the way, I'm selling my work. I'll figure out exactly what, concerning prints and so forth later on. I have so many damn things on my plate right now. If anyone wants to buy I'm all ears as to what. I should put up more work soon enough. (Oh dear God give me strength!!). Fun.