"All you want is right there in that room, all you want
and all you need is sitting there with you..."
~~~
"And it's too late, and it's too bad,
don't think of me" ~ Dido

I told my ex to stay away from me.
He's telling me bullshit about how he's still fantasizing about me. Fuck no. How dare he? Want the real scoop? He doesn't check this site either way, so it doesn't really fucking matter does it now?
He's got some new girlfriend. He claims he loves me. Riiiggghht. And he's staying with the girl because if he breaks up with her, everyone will think he's an asshole. Riiigghht. Duh... he IS an asshole. On the other hand he doesn't know if he can be in a relationship with me. Figured that one out a long time ago stupid cowardly fuck. Uh HUH. (Make up your fucking mind bitch). At any length, too bad, he missed out, he was on my good side, now he's just pushing the fuckin envelope. According to his stupid flirting bullshit, he wants a purely non stringy sexual relationship. Not like that's a bad thing, but hello, stop fucking with other people's goddamn emotions. So I just lost it - silently and calmly - and told him I'm happy for him and to stay away from me. I felt guilty for all of a millisecond.
Aren't you proud?

Queen bitch strikes it..pow!
*snicker*

I'm listening to Dido. Hm. Moving along music.

Meanwhile, I hate it when people don't come out and say what they're feeling, or what they want. Why do I sound like a boy? I get that alot. "I can't read your mind you know!" Woops. Well now the tables have turned. Tsk. I can't stand it. Of course I don't say what I feel or want either...sometimes. When the person gets it, they get it good.

Know what? I need sleep.