Excuse my bitching. I'm a perfectionist. I want things sweet n cool and perfect and well ... perfect!!!! I want things my own way. Just today, tomorrow? Please?
Dammit

No right now I don't need perspective...I really don't want to know who else has had a worse day than me, even though my mother is in pain it passes over my head. Her complaints seem to annoy me even more - or am I automaticaly turning off? I am inwardly bound today. It's all about me today and I really couldn't give a shit.

Had a bad day as you can tell. A Perfect Circle is not helping, though it should.
I got virtually nothing done that I wanted to, yet I did what I should have done. Wasted my fucking time too. I so hate that.

Morons! I'm not feeling to do this work.
Another day of missed gym? Fuckery! I would like to stay home and complete stuff, but who knows. Fuckity fuck. I should sleep I suppose. I can't even stomach checking anyone else's blog. As I said I'm being self involved right now. Leave me be.

The one person who can calm me down, who can distract my flagrantly irritated aura isn't here. Just something else to piss of this very selfish bastard. Ok so everything's pissing me off.
I also had a really fucked up dream when I capped out (finally) earlier this evening. I suppose it goes with the trend of fucky day. I need sleep!!!!

I am a competitive power hungry selfish art critic god complexed bitch. Thank you that'll be all.