Someone's missing my blogs awww. He said I shouldn't get a life and should blog more. Oh the nerve. Ah yes. My blog's oh so wanted.
*giggle*
Why am I not sleeping? It's been a long day. The sun is a bitch. These are really good beach days. *hint to people who love me etc*

Sean's made me teary again. I don't know why I empathise so much. Something tugs at my heartstrings (what's left of them) when I read his journal. Oh do I have any heart left? I was travelling around today, so there quite a bit of time for reflection and introspection.

I stared out the window, felt the boiling point heat searing my skin, and thinkig about how evil I really am, and that maybe I'm just like a guy. Of course I remain with some tinge of emotion and heart. I would care if I had to. Understand? If not check me for details. Kinda sleepy though. I believe I'll go napperise in a few.

This morning I got an overwhelming touch of joy on my blighted dark heart. I was coming home from the gym minding my own beeswax. The taxi stopped off to pick up a woman with about 3 kids, so one little girl had some flowers. She came in looked at the driver, gave him a flower, turned around, gave me one, then gave another passenger the last one. Awwwwwwwww. That was so so sweet. Too sweet. Her mom said "ahh that's Jesus' love". Indeed. My flower's all wilted but still on my desk.