There Sean goes...and he goes. Goddamn. Every time I read this I get some weird little feeling. I cannot describe it..it's just odd.

I knew there was something I had to blog about. I knew it!

I had some seriously fucked up dreams this whole week. On two separate occasions/dream/whatever I dreamt/felt that some invisible dark force (god this sounds so lame) wwas flinging me around. Yes flinging. I can't see it - all I see is shadow, but I feel myself being swung around my room. I hate that feeling so much. I try to cry out for help, but nothing comes out. I hear some feeble cry but I know that no one can hear me. I even wonder if I'm crying out and if mom will hear me by chance and come save me. Then it stops and I wonder if I'm awake or dreaming. Eventually I realise I've stopped dreaming...I think.

This stuff is scaring the shit out of me. Let's hope it stops.