Chronicles

Friday, April 5

I get home from a lovely morning workout to this. Snippet of convo with mom.

Mom : Guess who called?
Me : Who?
Mom: Guess
Me: No who called?
Mom : Not telling till you guess
Me: Goddamn...WHO?
Mom: Someone who you haven't heard from in a long time...who you were close to and not anymore
Me : (thinking...fuck...not ex not ex not ex) Euuuh well that's a few people (so in denial)
Mom: oh please
Me: Euuh it's a toss up between (name left out) and (ex)
Mom: *giggles @ latter*
Me: Steeewwwwwpppps. What does he want?
Mom : I dunno...

So is that what my nightmares were about?
I dreamt about the girl who tried to break us up at one point last year. I have never seen her...and in my dream I didn't, but I still got set up by her. Repressed memories coming back or something.
I forced myself to wake up from that one.

In the second dream, I fell into a hole...or pothole...something, that was filled with dead rats. Gross.
It also involved some running from badguys, a pharmacist, a cute gay guy in a car driving by, and a bridge. Riight. As I said...I'm crazy.

So I'm going to await his call...why? I'm not sure. I don't even think I should disconnect for his sake. Last I spoke to him he was a real asshole (more than usual) and we have not spoken since. He must want something. Dear God...oh what oh what I wonder is it? So I'm curious to see how much bullshit he can come up with.