Chronicles

Wednesday, May 15

Hah. Am very bubbly. Too bubbly. For no real reason. There isn't much to be bubbly about of course. No I did not get laid. I'm not THAT bubbly for godsakes.
I am remembering things I have to do now, which I haven't. Kinda wasted today feeling sleepy - and sleeping.
Got awoken early to hit the gym, even had breakfast, but dad was leaving, and I didn't want them to have to wait for me, so I said run along, then I hit the sack again till about 10. :) I didn't reach till about 1 pm. Least I went and burned nasty calories. *sigh*

To do:
Much work.
Learn gazillion proggies.
Get printer info in order to get printer.
Do work - lots of it.
Get sleep.
Eat better. Grr..that Brazilian white chocolate with dried strawberries and cranberries... *frown*
Continue gym stuff like crazy - must get more fit-thin. *grunt*
Balance all of above with finishing Bridget J.

Quote from someone which was kinda... I dunno. "Piece of advice, keep going to the gym and when you have a hard body you'll have to beat them off with a stick"
Despite me being shallower now and such, I am sorta miffed by that, considering there are people who like me for I am, and even how I look. To be drawn into that whole "perfect" societal acceptable body type - not accepting yourself for how you are thing is sucky. On the other hand, it'd be fun to expend emotional fuckwittage on certain low human beings who deserve not the title. I'm not saying that gym is bad and or getting fit. It's about time for me. But gee. Also - I hate vain gym people.
Am v. torn.

Why don't people enjoy each other's company just because they like them and don't want to gain anything by hanging with them? I am annoyed about that. I do it too of course, but still... I could have been getting a tan today, but this guy who was going to carry us seems to be ducking out of it because the others can't go and I won't fuck him (because oh gross), and therefore has nothing to gain. Moron. Even if he's going I won't anymore. I don't think I need that shit.

Right, that said I euuh...well...I wasn't even going to say anything about that, just got distracted for a moment.

To the people who matter - in no particular order.

Arts is a definite sweetheart - I had forgotten how beautiful a person he could be. ;) *waves*

LAB - Hello. Tsk.

Evil One. Ahh. I wonder if he even is checking. Whgote.

Steph. Hehehe. I have not forgotten you.

Jus - *poke* Damn you judgemental priss.

Stac Dars Stace - need girl talk, the usual man bashing etc. Love you all. Must lime soon. Today seems a floozy so not even bothering to go. Big setup. Shall stay home and do what I must that shall benefit moi. I shall miss opport for tan though.

Stef - *grin*

Richard J - get sleep man. I know you love the teddy bear.

Who reads this blog again?

Russell - where art thou?

Lemme not go on...too long.

I see some semblance of guts now in me (v. v. g). Hah. Am such big wuss is not funny. Bridget style.
Don't mind me while I journalise funnily. It's only a phase I swear.
*cross fingers behind back*

Ok I suppose I could have said more to tell of good mood, but I'm actually attempting/doing work. *gasp*
I am in good mood because I got over one fear. Some of you know some may not. Right. Nuff said.

Guten nacht.