I am abnormally depressed in the middle of a work cycle.

Great. Thank you Bloggerbitch for consuming my post. Where was I dammit? I don't even know. I am really really frustrated actually, so this just really is not helping in the least.

I will be a pig to whomever wants to be a pig to me. Thank you. It's one of those times when I'll say anything to anyone, so watch out world. Wanna be impolite to me when I'm trying my best to be peachy? Wellll fuck you too. I believe Stef went through the same thing. Of course the difference is that I have a bitch switch on - mostly. I like it that way thanks.

I am sick of the ex-thing that is going on. I am ready for someone to murder him and take his money. Really. I am afraid to any rash actions I may take against him, hence why I cannot even see him.

Marc : "You just as bad as them fellas"
Blah.

"I think I'm crazy
Can't make decisions
I could use some more distractions today"

"I don't feel the flame again
I don't want to have to pretend
That I'm still in love with you
See me
Free Me
Let me go"

Gah.