Chronicles

Monday, May 6

I got off the phone just a few minutes before 2 am. Almost 2 hours. Talking with whom?
Oh no it wasn't me who called anyone.
Pushing the envelope. mm. I shall comment on this later.

Sleep is necessary before I explode. This long day ahead. Gods. I do NOT want to miss my movie @ 2:30. Goddammit. If I have to miss it I am going to die.

There's too much to say, to feel, to not feel at the moment. He's happily sleeping now.
Long long day it is going to be.

Why is it that the day people tell me, ok, here's what to do..blah blah, that something always comes up to just fuck that to hell?
I don't know what to feel. Ugh.