Ok that was delerium speaking this morning.

I have been awake (how I know not) and been to the gym, and I've gotten thinking time.
Right.
I don't want to move from my house today.
I have a movie to watch @ 2:30 - if I have to miss that for him I will certainly curse the heavens...and or reschedule. Yes the movie is more important. I'm thinking right now that my animation satisfaction is far more beneficial to me (gawking, laughing), than the "ex-meeting" (talking, being depressed/happy/annoyed/violent). Not that I don't care, but I don't see how this will enhance my life in any way. I think I told him that. Least I'll get my pictures back. One down one to go.
Yay.

As for my friends who have warned me not to have anything to do with him. All I can say is that you're not in my shoes, you don't know the real deal... and you may not understand. It's just how it is. If he makes me cry, well I think it's all part of this deal in my life. I'm just emotional so I cry anyways. Whatever. At least I'm not some sissy girl who at the first sign of affection and probable psuedo-declaration of loovvve, falls on her knees and begs and fights for any stupid man. Who can be worth that much? I tend to just...hope that maybe it's true and get angry that it's probably not...and so.
Tsk.

Either way this shouldn't have any effect on me and my blazingly cool social life. *wry smile*

�a y est!

I have phone calls to make. Adieu.