Stef's back (yay!), but in bad mood (nooo :( *sniff*)
Aren't we all in moods.
Stace and her new layout rocketh oneth. We spoketh of footballers' hot legs (and bodies). *slips into little dreamland*

Bored to death. Should do my work. *sigh* After class today though I am exhausted, and irritable and tired of everything. Dammit to hell.

Chatting with people who care, but really don't. Very irritating. When I'm wallowing in self pity, please let me, because it's not like I don't try. I am so tired of being the one to initiate shit. Why can't someone else do the work for once? Tired tired tired.
How come no one calls me to go out? Well it is a very rare occasion indeed when that blue moon rises. It's not like people don't know I need to get out of the house. Oh no. They know alright, but...I'm not their friends. Oh no. I live too far. So it's not very convenient. Don't really care. While I bend over backwards to do this or that...or to care. Oh nevermind me. Tired of the bullshit. Tired of being walked over. No more no more. Arggghhh I need a vacation. Am tired being organizer and doer. Goddamn. Treat me for once goddamn you.

So I wait (prob forever).
Gone are those days when I get a call saying, let's go do this....let's do that...gone are those adventure days, of trying new things, experiencing new places and things. How I long for them again...those were really nice days. Miss them quite a bit. Miss a lot more...
This dwelling on a past I cannot bring back. Ah well.

Daily tally :
# chats with near intelligent male of species : 5 - 3 fleetingly (dammit ^2 - 3 are amazingly hot, 1 is v hot venezolano (might be gay))
# chats with hot guys : 3 (damn damn)
# chats with idiots : 6 - 10
# times disappointed with this and that: 10 million
# times trying to convince self that self will get on good foot soon : 0 (am doomed forever)
# stupid questions 1 idiot asked : 20 e.g. "Do you like me?" - "Oh no I think you're ugly and inane really"
"Are you a virgin?" - "I think that's very impolite. Salt"
"Are you worth it?" - "Hello?"
"Are you boring?" - "As much as you are? heck no"
Stupidity squared. Really. Stac, Dars, Stace? Help?
# times gawked @ football players body/legs (woo woo) : endless

My aunt commented that men don't like strong women. Hmm. So the trick is to pretend to be weak, while wielding all power. Mmm. Right. So I await opinion from my boys who read this. I'msure I'll get a barrage of - hell no that's so not true. Blah blah. Still await it.

Hm convo with vennie not bad at all. Shame he's back in Venezuela.