When you feel like you're getting somewhere, even though no one else sees it, it still feels good.
The new mosquito bites are itchy... and so are the old ones. I should sleep yes I do know this, but it's comforting to be here, in solitude, me and my music and a few straggling people who are actually awake...not sure if they're coherent though.

Thanks again to Rav for having a good connection and allowing me (though he probably shouldnt) to suck away at his ftp. Chicane is awesome, as is the Massive Attack. It's about time I got new music. Sasha rules as usual.

*scratches toe* They bite me in the strangest places...my second to last toe..on the inside/bottom...now how the hell did that happen?

*cracks neck*
I am seriously blind...but anyway that's beside the point.

I have been thinking alot as usual. I can't/won't publish my thoughts here because they are way too ambitious for you folks. You will all laugh and I also like having it as part secret. Only a couple people know of my endeavours, which will soon become a tad more public, but aside from those side things that are happening, there's other stuff dancing in my brain.

*sips agua, takes keyboard into lap and sticks feet on desk*

Ah yes this is the life. Not really, but at least at this moment even with a bunch or work pending, I can say I am happy. Amazing indeed. I feel as if I know where I'm going - temporary as it may be. I have a plan sketched on paper and it grows ever so much. I sit down with my pen and write down everything I'm thinking about. I decided to write in pen. Usually I do it in pencil so there's a possibility of erasure, but the ink solidifies my plan a little more.
I cannot stop doing. I will not say "when is this phase going to end" anymore. I must must change.

So Sunday I have to go to church. Mmm yes. Trace in church. Whatta thing. I can't remember the last time this momentous event took place, when the sky was moving toward the earth. There should be a lan party to attend Saturday night so I am not quite sure the intake of caffeine necessary to keep myself half coherent. Goodness. The reason is forced by the way, I'm not going on my own accord. It's some remote family thing. Joy. Then have to socialise after. Guh-reat. Old people. *grunt* Let's see what good contacts one can make out of this though.

Oh God...the downloads dropped under 4kb/s. :(

*shifts*

Guess I should either go to sleep, have another brainstorming session or do more work. Am getting a tad weary, so I'll think, write and sleep.