Jhag, you're nice and sweet but can be a bitch too and you're not a poser and people know this from the start. You're not perfect on the outside - much unlike the emotional fuckwit bastards I speak of. They are the kinds that can do no wrong, that understand and care and worship the ground their women walk on. They are the sweetest to the in-laws too. When they know they have a hold of you they gather up this idea of power and ownership of the woman. I mean this guy told his wife that when she married him she gave up her right to go out and have fun; that he wasn't going to take her anywhere anymore, that it is too dangerous and that she is expected to stay home and see about him and the baby. He controls her finances and clothes and just about everything else. Tell me is that a marriage or a prison. This is a true story...really. In this day and age. Yes. She also accepted it for probably far too long. They haven't been married for even a year yet. How fucked is that?

So we learn some lessons.

Dars is safe in geese, bunny and cow filled Champaign Illinois. She has net access so this is good. Yay!
Stac - leaving :(
Stace - frustrated.
Jhaggy - uhm. "RA duties" has the boy having tantrums.
Lab - denial as per usual - or so he likes to make it seem - for unknown male Libratic(* madeup word that will go in dictionary) reasons.
Rich - *poke*
Avin - out of hospital and getting better.
Jus - where is he? I would be needing to talk to him but is miserable as usual.
Must call Ross when have awakened in am.

I think I've restarted this blog about 3 times tonight. This morning. Christ it's 3 am.