*mood*

*sob*

Not doing well. at all. tonight. *sigh*

I was doing well, but I (as usual) thought about stuff and well ... alas.
I slept generally all day yesterday. Stress? :-/
I need say an extra two weeks...for stuff...just stuff don't ask. Everything happening at one time. Hate this.

One good thing though I can say is that Arts is just extremely talented and cool and everything. Have been talking to him a little more of late and it's been really cool. Some people are just good for your soul.

I've been thinking lately about what I want and what I deserve. I've probably mentioned this. I used to hang with this certain guy online, who was very rude and bitter and just overall - vile. I stopped hanging with him because I know I shouldn't expose myself to those kind of insults (even if they say it's a joke but it became way too much)...it isn't good for you. You shouldn't hang around people who are bad for you. Of course you know this. This is just all the more reason to. Maybe I'm just late out of the boxes or whatever. Since I stopped hanging with him I've not had dips in self esteem as much.
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Later on :

Oh!!!! Lookkyy. I feel so special..."I came back just for you" Aww. *tear* So sweet indeed. Made me smile!

Jus made it online as well...and happened to pass on some advice. Yay. Thank you - for everything!

*muahs to those who care so much...* I do love you all.
I guess I'm feeling a lot better now, though I'm really not sure how the fuck I'm getting through the next oh... 8 days? *prays*
So many things upon my heart and soul... please guys just cross your fingers for me?