Am I a moron? Do I hide behind a facade of "bitch" while slowly sliding down the ladder to the bottom of the pit wherein lies the morons?
Knowing your faults kinda sucks. I just wonder how true they are, if people know me better than I know myself, if I'm livng some kind of lie, if I know what I'm doing, if I should even heed anyone's advice.
It's when I please myself is when everyone has a problem with me. Ohh you're a bitch, ooh you're not a nice person anymore, ooh you can be so much nicer, what happened to the nice sweet you I knew? Well fuck off that Trace is buried now - mostly. It didn't happen overnight you know! No, through experiences with you people I've become a bastard in my own right, only being nice when need be. I'm not a total monster just yet, I still have some semblance of a heart, but as I've said in a few other posts a while back, it's shrinking. Maybe it's remaining the same but just uhm caged in steel. I still hurt.

I am addicted somewhat to Dungeon Siege. Oh dear. Not good at all. I have to do work!!!!
I have work today. Joy.
Blah mood still. Very blah. At least the forums and my game are distracting. Y'know...maybe some of these gaming folks have the right idea...sink self into gaming and forget everything else. I should do that with my gaming and my work though.