Me? Alanis mood? Pshaw.
Had long hard day yesterday and expect another today. Not pretty. Stupid thing is taking longer than expected thanks to morons who can't file. Oh well.
Let me laugh today.
Let me not have nightmares again. (Night before there were a couple).
Let me finish the 1st job.

Ohh Stac be celeb! Oooh. Need to see that show...hope someone taped it.
Rich how was your first day?
Bleh hate it when people know I think their cousins are cute and come and wave it in front of me like a Ferrero Rocher chocolate. Not fair, but not like it matters...unless said cousin is seen. Not good. *run* Note to self: do not lunch in UWI.

Have lost ability to blog coherently. :( Sorry just not in the mood.
Why am I feeling to so apart from everything real?
My uncle is in the hospital again and well St. Clair is a piece of shit place, who just want your money and can't give you fucking sevice. It's a wonder people still go there.
I heard about all of this yesterday, and though very concerned, it still has not hit me.
I laughed at a funny mpeg at lunch, and yet... felt.. apart. This can't be good. I dunno it's a very weird separate feeling. I'm not sure if it's just me feeling overwhelmed and tired and my neck hurting like the dickens, or what. Weird weird feeling. :(