Why must I care when you don't? Is it some sort of pathway to heaven that I must fucking crawl to your every need and get nothing but selfish wants in return? You don't even ask how I am feeling you sick fuck. You know I'm bloody well in pain...yesterday, today, I reminded you of such.*gasp am idiot for that for sure* Heck I had to inform you myself. Fucking idiot. Well I happen to have a business and a life all of my own no thanks to you, you overgrown amoeba. Small talk isn't good enough. Acting like a two year old who just can't get his way. Just because you're launching your fucking site to which 1. I don't belong 2. I don't WANT to fucking belong and 3. which is a waste of my time when I'm getting the shitty end of the stick. I'd do it for a friend for free, and I thought I consiered you one, but alas I am left to believe otherwise. Everyone else who actually gives half a shit for me actually understand and appreciate my time and don't go about rushing me for anything which in any case is free. Hello? Trying to make a living here. ding ding! Although it's not always about the money come on!!!!! Give me a cookie...anything... geezus christ. The least that I require is feelings. It hurts me and pisses me off to know that I'm taken for granted by someone formerly close. Ugh.

Furthermore, you were right, I am too good for you. I need this to end. Now. I want my pictures!!!!! So stop fucking playing the victim and blocking me because I have blocked you to fuck back. Stop getting fluffed up just because I won't do something for you. I'm not your fucking whore. Stop disillusioning yourself you bastard. You're not doing anything of worth to stop all my work for for nothing. You're not making me happy. You are a selfish punk who just wants everything his way and wants everyone happy. Well it ain't so bitch. Get out of your little world child. Get real.

I don't believe this is helping my fever. It's back again... needing to drug up, but I just had to blog that.