Chronicles

Friday, October 11

Hehehehe. Some action to mah blog eh! Check it. He replied! Stephen! Ooops wait not supposed to direct anything at him. So wtf?
Here's the rebuttal (like I wasn't expecting it).

"1. I read your blogs occasionally to see if any part of you have changed; If there is any hope for you. Would you rather I posted this particular post on the forum itself? I posted period, since you left me no choice...You still refuse to comply to my wishes (see 8 for more details).

2. Ignore? Why havent you deleted me as I had done with your contacts so long ago? How ironic, since I am the one who keeps insisting I wish not to speak to YOU and NOT the other way around; This speaks for itself. As for initiating, I don't initiate, I merely beg you to comply to my wishes time and time again since you refuse to.

3. I don't know why I even bother...

4. Actually thats what you think of everything I say isn't it? Never takes me seriously...It was always like this wasn't it?

5,6,7. No I will not. I would be no better than you if I did. I'd rather you think my threats are empty rather than do something I'd regret...and I would regret, no matter how much I hate you.

8. Maybe this is real problem? You do not seem to be able to tell the difference between directed or not. IF YOU *COMMENT ABOUT ME* THEN IT IS *DIRECTED* AT ME. Anyone else thinks my logic is flawed? As for the rest of your reply, who can really blame me for taking everything you say as being sarcastic / meant to provoke me, given your past posts/history...

PS. I couldn't care less about "attention" as you mean it. In fact I asked sephi to remove her post after I found out about it. Whatever comments I make directed at you is due to my constant attempt to get you to stop *commenting ON ME* PERIOD."


Here we go again with my solemn odd look of confusion. *_* This is worse than me when I'm ranting. Gawd. OK where to start?

1. Change? Hope? Why? If you hated me so much you'd have ignored me a long time ago and completely cut me off and stop looking at blogs or caring about whether I've changed or not? Uhm. Wha? You have many a choice. You could have ignored it, thought of it as a nice gesture, not even looked at it, talked to me about what the hell is really eating you, and the list goes on. There's always a choice. Confrontation would be nice. Stop chickening out.

2. I only delete people I really don't like. I don't hate you. I'm just wondering what your stories are. As usual. I give people many benefits of doubt. Tsk.

3. I don't know either. You're trying too hard not to try at all.

4. You give me no reason to take you seriously. Yuh on games. Stop. I don't take much seriously. You supposed to know that.

5. Yeh well I know you really don't hate me all THAT much... right? *grin of little hope*

6. If something is directed at you it means I say "You Stephen... blah blah". Like this post is directed at you and I don't care. I can direct stuff at you all I want. You call it "provoking" I call it my blog ie speaking my mind in whatever way I so desire. If you don't want to see stop looking.

Look I deleted you from my lists! Actually you don't even know if I did or not. Hey I could be lying. Maybe not! Opps am provoking. Bad me. V v bad. *slaps self*
"Given my history". Hahaha that one put a dent in my ego. Woooooo. Big bad Trace huh? Aww. It's kinda funny when people see my other side. Nice nice. Am bastard ay? Wheee! *dances in big pot of bastardjuice* Does anyone want to really see my bad side? No didn't think so.
Steph sorry I can't show you my bad side - unless you actually do manage to piss me off. For now I will continue to take this lightly because I have no capacity in my life for stress and this is minor. But you knew that.