Foreword :This post is not for the faint of heart. Excuse my beautiful language but it's been a shitty day. Leave me alone let me vegetate like an oversized grape.

UGH UGH UGH. Frustrating day really. Fuckery. Not to mention, this evening, like at 4:25, I'm there chilling, putting away magazines (still working mind you), I happen to laugh, probably it was more than my usual snicker - a little gigglier, (but not my skettel laugh or cackle). The boss lady comes in like 2 minutes after, when we've shut up and goes, "keep it down, you'll disturb the others, it's not 4:30 yet you know". I mumbled a quick "oops sorry" and continued stacking the magazines. What the FUCK was that about? I'm sorry but I'm there since flippin 7:20 this bloody morning doing work, I worked my ass off today, give me a bloody laugh break. Grr. Disturb who? Obviously she-who-can-hear-every-goddamn-fucking-word being-said. No one else is even around to care. Evereyone is getting ready to go home. Oh for godsakes. It was going okayish, but yet, very very shitty and that last thing upset me way more than it should have. I don't think I should have to deal with that bullshit. Ugh.

Need distraction of some sort. Sleep? Then I won't sleep later, and will be up late, and when I try to sleep will have nightmares when I finally get to sleep. *breathes*

I tell you, chocolate chip cookies are alright, but this calls for a lot more. Ice cream anyone?