I just can't sleep. I have things to do in the morning but I just cannot sleep. I'm tired, and my eyes are weary. I've been working on this damn computer all day. Some torture. You know what I need? A really good massage will just send me straight to sleepyland. Not for 30 seconds. Oh no you're getting away with that at all.

For about an hour I had Ni�a Pastori - C�i and Mecano - Hijo de la Luna on replay. I also have Santana ft Dido - Feels Like Fire and The Corrs and Alejandro Sanz - Una Noche M�s playing in between as well.

There's Jesse Cook � Canci�n Triste too. God. I just want to die when I hear those sad sad rifts. I wish at these times that I could play the guitar and I could just sit and play away my sorrows. I think this is one of those songs that tears me apart, inside out, upside down. It's one of the most beautiful saddest things� I tell you I am emotionally attached to this. More than those other pretty songs I've been playing.
In another life I need to be a musician.

The reason for this mood? Yesterday was just ... odd. I am somewhat emotionally drained. I need a break from everyone and everything quite possibly. Thank God for friends being around, computer working, electricity and phone, else I would go absolutely insane.
I think I'm already insane of course. Yesterday morning I woke up groggily from some fucked up dream and DECIDED that it would make a kickass comic strip. One of those single farside-esque things. I got up groped for my little idea book and scribbled the following :

Dream 11.03.03
Joke about Bishop
There is someone trained to dress Bishop - v gay etc. Nm sleepy. Dahling!

Ok so before you go "what the FUCK this chineygirl thinking?", please remember I was in state of half sleep, and was writing too slowly what was thinking and or saw in this very funny dream - which was funny at the time really. I think it was really about some priestlike person, and some sort of valet who was gay and was flitting about saying "Daaaahling!!" Something else that I can't remember was really funny. These abstract thoughts go through my head when I'm you know..ASLEEP.

Ok v embarrassed now will go to bed. Goodbye :P

Omg! Jesus livvvvvesss!!!