Almost end of month. What have I done really? *sigh*
Let's hope I get a good job soon because am running very low on funds. Gawd.

Ok so Anj and I are hella bored and just here wasting away at the computer. Ridiculous really. We should be out having a life you know. We're also peeling. I think I am almost ready to face the genreal public again.

Yesterday afternoon had another nasty dream. A fling dream. Very fucking scary too. It's always very vivid and always in my room. I rarely dream of here as you know but these dreams are here. Argh. This time though there was some semblance of a storyline. I woke up breathing hard and saying Hail Marys. What the hell. I had to put on some loud Latin music to get out of the mood. Don't know what the deal with that shit is. I need me a shrink.

Chris was saying he'd go to a shrink just so he could fuck him up a bit. If I go I'll probably find out what's wrong with me and honestly I don't think I can deal with that right now. I have enough on my plate and am attemptng a shift in my whole life.

So anyone wanna go hiking with me? I surely need the company and someone to hold on to if I slip. No really I'm serious. Yes me hiking. Yes really okay dammit! Believe me am willing to try and not complain too much about bugs and mud. Well...sorta. Snakes not good. Easy trails please. Ken and crew are going on 3 day hike. Fuck no not me. Not yet anyways!! Not THAT brave yet. Me not Jane.
Also need Latin dance partner. *grin* I can get some cheap classes but am just...scared. I may not even need classes if I have the right partner who's willing to teach me!That's a whole other story though so talk to me privately for that if you're willing and able.
These two things may start up soon so am really hoping. Any other fun stuff to do? I don't know. I would like to get different things going to get my brain stmulated again. Am fed up of being bored and stuck in the same old ways all the time.

Otherwise...nothing is happening. I look forward to a rather boring weekend it seems. Oh unless certain people take me out. *grin*? Ent honey? Hehehe.