I was feeling idle the other day so I scanned Higgins and Cookiepoo.



Aren't they just adorable? Yes you're being forced to say yes. My babies! Higs looks brownish here but looks much darker usually. He's got a bad attitude and is always grumpy. He's has been a friend for a while - since I was about 5 I think. That makes him about 18 years old this Christmas. Wowser! Cookie's just a little darling - doesn't say a word and forever has a good outlook on life. Ah that enchanting grin. See what cookies do to you? He resides atop my monitor. I should make him take a bath at some point though - just a tad dingy.

Addicted to Badly Drawn Boy and La India again. This stuff is so cool. Goddayum. I could get lost in this for a while but I need new music again. I also must re-sort my mp3s and burn off what hasn't been burnt off - but they're all mixed up and I have about 23 mp3 cds to go through. Ugh 4 are still missing and I need to get the boy to give me back my collection. That's almost all my damn techno. Frick. I'd like to hear those classics now goddamn it.
My new favourite La India song is Seduceme.
My fave Badly Drawn Boy sing is Once Around The Block - courtesy Jaysen who seems to have impeccable taste in music. *grin*

My hair is so long now! I need a snippety snip so badly. It's now mid-back. I'm poor though so I may have to wait a while to go to the hairdresser. Don't worry I'm not cutting it all off.

Yesterday afternoon my mom, aunt and I went to get some goodies for mom's birthday. Good grief - Grand Bazaar (not my favourite p lace in the world) was packed! Monday afternoon? Wtf? Vie de France is pathetic in there - at least yesterday. Le Jardin is much better and even more affordable. We oinked out on about 4 different types of cake. Christ. Got home and dad had gotten some Smirnoff and decadent looking chocolate ice cream which I haven't had yet. I was a good girl but I drank about half an Ice and capped out for a couple hours. My body does weird things with alcohol. *sigh* Yuck I just burped the Ice.

I've been jaded of late. I've managed to pull off a few Photoshoppy things but haven't been able to bring myself to do much of anything else. I have no real zeal or encouragement to do any work at all. People must want to kill me by now. I believe I have a couple weeks before people start calling me to complain. Yay. I want to finish off those projects I have due and end it. I don't really want to do anymore web design for now. My site is trouble enough.

I've gotten a surprising amount done on the updated site so far and I should possibly upload it. I don't know if I'm quite ready to shock the world yet. The main part with my art and stuff have yet to be completed but I've been having other ideas for that. Mike helped me night before and let me experiment with a gallery utility that is cool but seems rather complicated - dealing with PHP and so forth. My brain shuts down with the mention of such.

I could probably do well in web design if I really put my mind to it but I'm a lazy bastard. I really hate coding. You see text shit other than normal stuff like blogs - I just don't like it. My senses have to be overloaded. My eyes need to work. Heck I used to (and probably will continue) to buy CD's because of the eye candy appeal. Give me a layout any day, and of late I find that ability waning. What I want to do can't really be done in simple HTML. Oh no, I've been spoilt looking at too many gorgeous Flash sites. Why can't I just order people around to do these things for me? Right I'd need money for that. I want to be some sort of creative director, but they won't hire me. What on earth do I have to start doing to get into a position like that? I have good ideas dammit. Really I do. *sigh*Of course not many people appreciate such ideas. I'm eccentric. Wonderful. Trinidad is such a shithole when it comes to art appreciation.

So if you were wondering what the fuck was wrong with me there you go. There's more but I digress - till later on.

My blogbitches! Hehehehe.
Where is Rich? Too busy with FLOS I imagine to even check my blog! Humph! At least I have a couple newbies reading every day. Kickass. I love you guys.
Vee rocks! Just thought I'd mention that. Course the bitch won't risk it and pick up OOTP while Matthew's asleep. Sheesh. Get the bloody book already - run away and hide in your room for a day! She's so nice. Tsk.
Stef - *snicker* Yes Harry's an angsty teenager but I feel that. A lot. I think it may have a lot to do with JK herself. I likey.
I wish Stace would hurry the hell up and re-design already! Even if she does - will she blog? *cue mystery music*
Arthur - blog. At least I spoke to him so I know he's alive.
Justin's here and I haven't spoken to him since Friday night. I should give him a holler en la ma?ana and see what he's doing.
Stac - how are your teeth?
Where the hell is Aadam? I mean did the Architect kill him? This boy has me checking his damnblog every day!

Later on :
I'm feeling to procrastinate so I can rant on about my rather puerile feelings of late. *sigh* There is Photoshop leering at me. There is yet some modicum of guilt that I'm paying more attention to something that won't actually make me money.

Ok nevermind I'm not in the mood anymore. You'll just have to hang on to your monitors for the tale of my angst and bitterness. :)