Chronicles

Friday, August 15

For the past few days of hell I've been up and down by my aunt's place, using my cousin's computer to do some work. God. Good thing I didn't have to do this before. There of course been either network, computer, or general people problems with this. Yay. Fun fun fun.

Congrats to yet another new couple Ri and Clegs. My god. Not like I didn't know it wasn't coming. As Sherwin said they were in denial. *giggle* Trying not to be bitter and angsty against all couples on planet earth. Really. Dars and Matt have been together over 6 months. Congrats to them as well. Phew to stomach someone for more than 2 months is incredible.

*sigh*

I'm bored. Really bored - other than tearing my hair out yesterday and today. Stace suggest a chic lime since she's moping over Steffypoo. Aren't we all. Things seem to have slowed down to snail's pace since he left.
No one of the normal lime has called for the week and well I'm starting to think that either I've dropped out of everyone's flipping mind or well that's about it actually. Good thing I'm not dead even though Monday night I swore I was going to end up in a mortuary at some point. Right so the point being that my mom's right - no one really gives a shit about anyone else. Good thing for e-mail buddies - the very few (3) who write and who call or something.

I'm frustrated because one flipping file won't upload and I'd like to damn well go home. UGH! I want my bloody computer!!!!! Fuck! This is just getting way way way too fucking long now and it's just pissing me off to the highest fucking degree. Stupid net and even more stupid connection. Don't die now!!!!! The net disconnects here when someone is trying to call and I'm not geeky enough anymore to find the option that disables call waiting bullcrap. Fuckity fuck fuck fuck.

Yeh I have much more to say but I don't think I can do that right now - plus I don't have my notebook. I made a note of the things that I wanted to say and well actually none of he above is included in such. I'm just writing because I am so bloody fed up of just about everything.

I'd like to think that somehow I can get chipper today and look on the bright side of things and appreciate the frigging day instead of moping and grumbling. Really I was nice and bubbly this morning. *sigh*

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