self

conscious. about everything. talk about issues. sheesh.
i managed to move out of my comfort zone today in more ways than one. that's always a good thing. the risk of living eh?

jolts of reality come rushing in. it's one thing if you're trying so hard to deal with things and it is blowing up in your face, but another when you realise it just won't ever work no matter how hard you try and you have to let it go away. step away from it all.

mm