craving relief

Ugh - I was actually looking through my pictures to find something to put here because it's been a while. I am so tired. I want to relax. The tension in my upper back and shoulders are immense - ask Keenan - he massaged for like a minute or less. Need more!
My body is just going through the motions. Every hour today 2 extra things appeared on my schedule quite magically. Poof!

Earlier today I was standing talking to Nikolai about film and suddenly remembered an exhibit I forgot to go to. Another thing for Friday. Darnit. One thing is just leading to another as it is. I have to cancel/postpone already made plans and all kinds of junk because of school mostly. Grr. It never ends. I really want to hide for like a week with no one to fucking bother me. Sorta.

Have been trying to catch up on movies as well. Film class screened Hero. Most gorgeous and in very groovy space. What a breath of smoky air from the hideous confines of normal campus! Yay! I actually felt close to being in art school at that point.

Been rather sullen about painting and colour class - just trying my best not to get pissed off. Actually was reading colour directory book at breakfast. Sigh.

Not quite sure how I am supposed to fit in doing work, studying, projects and extra curricular artsy activities, gym oh and sleeping into one day periods. Blah.

Right...need to go update schedule again - have to write 2 more things. Jewellery exhibit @ National Museum and Euro film festival @ MovieTowne. Argh. When am I going to fit this in? Haven't touched homework yet. Haha. One million strokes (for drawing required - avg 35 drawings per week I heard). Eh heh.