gouache aches

You know what? I'm bored with this shit. I'm overdramatizing my paint hatred, but I'm not feeling this vibe. This is important - critically so, but it just isn't grooving with my aura at this stage. My brain isn't quite settled yet - so much is going on. I have no real routine and you know me, I'm a baby, I like routine somewhat. Of course my moods are ever-changing so I like different flavours in the mix. Blah!
My life these days is a strange busy mélange of school, gym, movies, music and the art store. They're getting used to seeing me actually - maybe they'll know my name and give me a discount? That's like getting free ed. Hahaha.

I'd rather be watching films, writing and drawing. Even drawing right now can take a hike - though I do admit it's a push in the right direction. (I wonder if it's just the class?) I do need all these skills honed mind you but I just want my own way right now and feeling ultra rebellious. Of course I won't duck classes because I am such a bastard because somehow am not willing to give up any marks.

I should get more rest.