eeeeek

Sigh. Just slightly depressed and overwhelmed. I am in a whole new world and it's not a dazzling place I'd rather be, very unlike Regina Belle. :( I'm silently freaking out. It's really daunting and these kids who are way way younger than I am are pretty much pros. My strengths lie on a whole different plane. This is all very new, very scary. I'm not sure I'm cut out for this. Eeek! Ok it's raining and I have to travel. Yay? I think not. Ugh. Ugh Ugh Ugh. It's only my 4th day. Eeek eek eek eek eek. I hope they bear with me. Eeek. Eeek. Eeek.
*flops*