employment

It's been a while since I've been officially (?) employed and it's starting to sink in. I had my first meeting today - yes on a Saturday. I thought everyone was going to just get fired and I wondered, if that one graphic sucked so badly? Fuck! Turned out pretty cool actually and we had a very experienced guy give us a pep (read get-your-socks-up-or-you're-out) talk. Indeed very necessary.

I am insanely self conscious and overbearingly critical so this is a huge challenge. I have to learn After Effects on my own because in all rights I should actually know this. It's not that I bring less to the company than others, just a whole different thing. I've taken the leap into media. Whoa. Who woulda thunk?

So there's a ton of work to do, not just my job related work, but for courses I'm prepping for, art things and such. Holy fuck I have to go to the library on weekends! They're only open on Saturdays though so I am not going to be getting much sleep.

I am oddly energized by all of this and I can barely sleep because my mind's not stopping. Geek!
I know I know, I need pictures. Shut up.