changes

Here we go again. There are changes coming again and I'm really going for them. My life is changing so rapidly that sometimes I think I'm spinning, but in slow motion, but it's still whirring around me and I'm still.
These past couple days home and away from the office have been utterly fantastic. I need the break (I seem to be needing more and more breaks from the office). I got up this morning and tried meditating for a while....I think I'll get back to it in a while.
Mom's been on a tiny vacation so it's just me and dad here and the house has been absolutely lovely - peaceful. Not that I want her gone, but it's been mellow. Just what I needed. She's complaining that I don't have a life and such, but I really love my life right now. It's great!
I now spend weekend project planning and working. Well I use working loosely because it just feel like thinking and so it is. I love it.
I feel this strange sense of calm, but I also think it's because I'm keeping myself away from places and people that are toxic. Toxic alligators my boss called it and I can't get that analogy out of my head. So appropriate. I'm flowing. feeling like nothing can affect me negatively because it's out of my whole aura - it's not in my frequency.
So I'm at a point again where I am taking another step towards my goals. It's a little confusing but I'm doing it step by step. What a journey! I am grateful for my experiences, good and bad that have molded me into this person. I am still me, I still like cute monkeys and such, but I'm different on a spiritual level.
The craziness restarts Tuesday and I'm trying to look forward to it. I'm going to try not to quit. So that's your little update :) Sorry it's not more frequent but with work and school I barely have time to do my toes.