Day 6: Master Cleanse

Whoa. So, I made it this far huh? Slowish start this morning. Strange dreams again. *yawn*
Can't wait to be alone this evening and have some time for myself... not like I usually don't but I guess the solitude is necessary sometimes. sigh.
Shopping tomorrow? I think so. I need some retail therapy to get me out of horrible mood. Life will inevitably go on. moody or not, so, I'm dealing with it the best way I know how - music and shopping. How amazing is Donavon Frankenreiter? I am completely smitten. He's getting me through this little down time. I could do with a facial though (in lieu of cleanse too) and or some other kind of pampering. Something. Anything.
There's some cathartic brilliance to retail therapy though. Take angst out on that plastic. Yeah! Woo!
Ok... right, so I have more life auditing to do again this weekend.
I lay in shavasana last evening, zoning out to the kirtan, and straying in thought. I'm terrible at meditation. I kept wondering what I'm doing for the 10millionth time. Gawd.
What am I doing with my life?
Master Cleanse, am I not supposed to be brilliantly creative right now? All I feel is grumpy. But then it could just be me being frustrated with my entire situation.
Ok I should start work... joy. Righto, off to soul suckage.

3:06 pm

Incidentally what a fabulous day. I have been listening to Wicked: The Life & Times of the Wicked Witch of the West. Awesome! :) Thanks Darsy. Hehehhee. Now can I go see this in Sept in Seattle? Mmm?
I really would like to go home and chill do some more nothing. Well there's a rigorous yoga session to be done and some more audio-booking and movie-watching. Sigh. Must distract self.

5:31 pm

Oh...my...effing..god This is absolutely incredible. INCREDIBLE. I am even more worried now, but still gleeful. I just fit into pants that I have not fit into for at least 2 years. Hooooolllly shit.

I'm just worried that when I get off I will have nil self-control. However, this is the time to get more healthy, eat more raw food, and make some serious life changes. This is me time baby!

So good thing I got home early today. Got my period, so I am monitoring that to see of any changes because I read somewhere that it may be heavier and spottier than usual - which is part of the body cleansing. That's fantastic though. Yay! Im a littl elight-headed today, so I think I need a nap. I think it's connected to period stuff.

Listening to Wicked: The Life & Times of the Wicked Witch of the West - Gregory Maguire.:)