Chronicles

Wednesday, November 29

Werd...I'm sniffling. Was it the dust that thickly traversed the old books and mags on the highest gdamn shelf in the house, plus the rain and its ghastly low temp thing? Argh. Will there be sun tomorrow? Will the telephone line dry out a little?

So I did some cleaning (done somewhat unwillingly). Cleared away old school texts and mags - I had texts from Commom Entrance ...that's like...8 years ago. Geez. Tore out the mag pages that had groovy pictures - no no porn :P But still have sorting to do there. Shall have to scan those one day but for now it'll have to be scrap booked or filed. More junk I'm gonna get cursed for.

I hope Stef checks this blog when he's done his paper else I'll hit him when he arrives at my door begging for food. And Arts too!!! Hmmph thanx fer pix babe you're a doll. I love you 2 boys..eat yer heart out Justin!

The week has flown. I wanna lime. Someone carry me out pleaaaasssseeeee!!!!! I hate home - at times like these at least hehe.

Over and out for today...gonna *try* to do something productive offline! Yes Stef make me feel worse will you?!!!

Sorry for being up to date Jus :) I do love you bleh...but if you talked to me more I'd love ya more n stuff lol. Sumthing so. :)

Now if this f*cking rain would stop falling(and affecting the gdamn telephone lines) I'd be able to surf properly and post properly. GRR. I keep getting disconnected every 2 minutes. ARGH.

It's at this time I'd like to plead to GOD to make it stop raining. Save the poor people on the plains today ok dude - no more floods, no more landslides and no more WATER in my lines!!!!!!!!! Geeezus. Trying to carry on a conversation man. This reconnecting thing is really annoying.

NO WAY. You did not just disconnect me again. Dammit let me post this stuff!!!!! I gotta get outta here. I'm gonna draw or something. Sheesh.

Today was really very odd indeed. First the nightmares, then the rain, floods, stress...bah. I'm not even gonna write too much about it. It's time to sleep. *yawn*

It's amazing how some people are inherently idiots. The genes...? Must be. I think. Oh well. The trick is dealing with them appropriately. Tsk. *ponder ponder* I know I am not a bad person. Innocent, unknowing ....only trying to do my job. But alas people get jealous and have attitude problems. Yeh who am I to pop out of nowhere and get rank for ratting. Tsk. Bad am I....but apparently the only one with scruples otherwise.

On my weed-smoker - he said it was a "conscious choice" LOL. Right on. I shall comment no more.

Heard UWI's closed for a week...woooo!!! Dars let's lime. Avin I miss ya boy. Let's lime too? Err ok scratch that Mr Study. Write moi! Gonna either get me some work done or get me some shut-eye. A plus tard!

Tuesday, November 28

Alas (I think), for I am totally crazy over this guy. I was always I guess. Though apparently he's taken to weed-smoking. (Casual peut-etre.) Hmm. It's amazing what peer pressure can do to one's ability to discern right, wrong,being true to oneself and the like. Whatever. I can say no more other than it's over and done with...guess it doesn't change how I feel towards him.
Tsk. Well excuse me for not liking smokers too much ok :P Sue me.

Ummm I should go to bed now. It's after 2 am (the time on these blogs suck salt) and I have to get up later, for I have to journey into town. Oh joy. Let's hope rain doesn't fall. Rain has been falling ALOT. Especially up here. Ground all muddy - but I guess the air is clean and moist - feels good.

Distraction again. Even writing this I can't go more than a couple minutes without someone msging. I must write again sometime this is too much. 2 important people. Must..close...browser... Lol gnite :)

Hi Dara, Stef, Rav, Stac - whoever checks. I love you all.

Sunday, November 26

I just want to say that I love Siberian tigers. They're soooooooo beautiful!!!! The strength,majesty... awesomeness. Powerr! In my next life I wanna be one of those...or something...lolll. Ok I'll stop now :)

It's a rainy day it's a rainy day - it's rainin outside and I can't go out and play...la di dah...forgot the rest of the words... But for real it is pouring. Here has this different climate from the rest of the country - I think it's the mountains and the whole valley deal. Sheesh.

So from what I've heard so far it was 60 ppl who got injured noone died (so they say). Ah yes what a mess. Boy oh boy I'm actually sure there were more injured cuz you know they're gonna try to do a gorgeous cover-up job. Tskith. Poor ppl with compensation to pay out...ah well for the price who knows. I'm just hoping no one was hurt too bad though. Is Machel fault!!! He cause d baccahanal....though of course the idiot scaffold builders din't use their grey matter to even think people might wanna dance? Good grief.

I'm off to go to some UWI Christmas concert - o joy - With a bunch of old folks... Plz God send me nice cute boys to scope? Later for now :)

A long rough night. Shoulders aching from too much Tnet. Blaahhhh. I still lost :( My scores upped somewhat so I feel *slightly* better, but oh well.

So apparently from what I've been hearing on the server, this Machel Real Unity concert has had some disasters. I've been told that the VIP section fell down and 6 people already died. Oh greattttt. More exposure for Trinidad as a crappy show host. Thank God I didn't go. Not like I would be caught dead there - pun SO not intended. Eeek. I couldn't tune into the station. Wait a sec. I just tried. Are they bringin it over the air?!!...Interesting. And people paid like $180 basic to go? Freakz.

What a night. Anyway I'll hear the whole story tomorrow on the news. If anyone really died that's really a shame. I like the new Shaggy song though it's about cheating :P The guy's voice cool. Bah rambling again. I should get sleep.

Arielle my doodoo was here today :) She's sooo cute. I'd like to take some pictures of her and do some studies. Babies are soo sweet to draw. Ashleigh's birthday is next Sunday - woo that's like um 4 days before my birthday! Remember the 7th - MY DAY!

*wave* :)

Saturday, November 25

Thanx for all the support Jus - unfortunately I don't have idle time like *some* people to be playing around with HTML all day. I have more important things to do with my time :)

What a beautifully screwed up day. I woke up this morning very nostalgic and annoyed and sad- all of those mixed in one. It's really not nice. *sigh* I arose at 7 am. Like wow. Will I be able to do that when I start working or something. Heaven help!

I've been doing work all day. Yeh art stuff. Joy. On this slowass comp I can barely function. Jussypoo send me a comp darling then I can do all of your frickin html properly.

Ok so I just got in a bad mood - plus I'm losing my Tetrinet games. Terrible. Last night was alright. I just need to up my points and I'll be slightly happier.

I still have mail to do. Arghhh. Everytime I check mail I look at it and close the damn program. I gonna try to get in a few games now though. At least I did my updating for the day.


Friday, November 24

I slept today. *gasp* For some reason I was just really pooped. I am glad though that I got some form of relaxation. Last night I got several ideas on more arty stuff to fill my portfolio with. Finished some film today so will get that developed next week. NEED MONEY! Helpppppp!

Someone give me a job pronto :) Pweese. Ok so I should like send a letter and all that and resume blah blah - boring I say. Stewps. Fine don't give me a job. Let me rot and not be able to buy my supplies to get my pfolio done. *sniff* I need to start selling stuff and marketing self. I just gave up an opportunity to exhibit a few pieces because I've been so busy. At any length, I can't (dad) afford to mat and/or frame anything at this moment in time.

Gotta write backed up e-mail. Sheesh. That's just another thing too torturous to complete. What 3 or 4 emails? Mann...that's just bad. I know. I'm evil. Kill me...

Thursday, November 23

I'm so dead tired. I dunno the whole page still isn't looking so hot - I'll fix tomorrow. It's bed time for this kid right about now (funk show brother). If my thoughts are random do forgive me :) It's been such a long day. But I'm gonna get up early tomorrow and do work...right? Sooo I hope.

Web stuff. That GATT Grrl page thing has to finish - I'm quite sick of it now. I have many other things to do, like study and paint. *sigh* That's the story of my life these days. I have none. I want money or a computer for that hard work...hmm Baego! Frenn hehehe.

Stace...argh good luck with your exams. And the rest of you too...Dara, Av, Sorc, umm whoever else...don't kill me for forgetting ok - I can barely type right now.

Bon nuit!

I think things are stabilised. Phew. So anyways I'm busy trying to get things in order. I've finished the secretary for for my uncle and father, it's time to idle a little. I have to start back studying and well doing my portfolio is always a thing...bah. 24 hours isn't enough I swear. *sigh* Will try to finish this later when I get home...I thinkkk.

WOOOOHOOO! First blog entry. OMG yes Jus faint will ya :P I'm gonna observe a game here - will write/fix later I guess. I happpyy!!!