Happy Birthday Gary and Julie and Roger!!!

Oh my word. I am tired indeed. Must sleep soon else will fall asleep in movie.

I don't like lying to those I love. Ah well. Long long stories.

So the year's up. Hm It's flown by so very fast. Eventful in some ways yet not.
I have made some friends and acquaintances.
I have gotten absolutely nowhere in life. A job which I left prematurely? No further education. Bummer.
I have no Clico calendar for next year :( *sniffle*
I found out yesterday about the course I'll be taking in January, so I have to make a call do the deal and I'm on. I'll perhaps find out this week or next if I'llbe getting a job or not.
Haven't listened to French in a while.
Haven't read LOTR yet and Wednesday we're going to see it.

There's a parang band somwhere on our street.
Sasha's playing here so it's pleasant background music. I think this is the first time I'm listening to this album in its entirety.

There's a full moon out. Sweet.
When everyone leaves - Stef, Jus I'll miss them dearly. Damn.
The holidays have been pretty cool so far!

Our lime is kinda salty considering we're all flat broke and there's chicken and soft drinks/soda/pop so far. Haha. At least we have a pool and allowance for alcohol. Hm. We'll see how it turns out, but I guess the company is worth starving and dehydrating for ;)

Apparently I won't get to hang with Stac before school opens? Dammit man!

Random ranting thoughts. Sorry.

So I got home like what time? 7? Sheesh. I bepped out till 11 when I think I heard that Rory called, then I fell back to dreamland, got up around 1 when Stef woke my my ass up. Fell asleep again waiting for Kev to arrive. Stac you have to kick him - he forgot ALL my presents :(
Anyways.
The mood. Explanation needed I suppose, but I guess that'll have to be a one on one session. Blah.

I still have no clue what's up for tomorrow. All I know is that we're hanging by Jus. Hmm.
There's Harry Potter planned with Dara and Stace in the morning, then apparently Stef will be up north, so we'll get to hang with him a little bit, then head for home, then try to get some sleep, then head by Jus. I still wish I could make it south, west and now Kev. Eeeks!

So I'm in the lan party.
Joy.
I'm getting so very incoherent it's not funny and yet I'm typing kinda fast...standing up. Some one won't give me a seat. Someone "asked" a question. Someone wants an answer. I need a coherent complete proper question though before I can possibly come up with an appropriate answer.
So there.

Shoot me.
This is getting pretty unbearable - to be close - so very close and yet miles apart - and it hurts more than before.
I don't know quite what to think anymore. After tonight. Why did I really come? For this? Curiousity indeed. Too much of it. The thing is it's the same as before and I'm not sure how to feel about it.

So there are words that somehow are in the way of everything. The silences bear no witness to the kind of torment that pervades my whole soul.
Indeed.
/mood

The plan : Justin. BBQ. Pool. Good bunch of folks. No alco ~ well...we'll see. *mumbles smthng about a park...*
Unfortunately I don't think anyone's up for the long (and probably dangerous) drive down to south. I am also paranoid about such. Jus has said I'm sounding like a parent, but excuse me I've gotten enough injuries in the past...however long, and seen accidents happen and have friends in accidents to be damned well paranoid - and rightfully so.
I'm thinking we'll wish one another Happy New Year via phone.

Cameras are good. Where's my digital? Bah!

Good night to all.

So I've been busy. Shoot me.

I rushed home this morning, (woops bags still need to be unpacked). Now waiting for Stef to come pick me up for the lime for lunch.

I checked all 67 of my e-mails, replied, even sent out my resum� and now getting invited here and there, and asking what's up for Ole Years. Hmm. Dammit!

I am so sorry for not sending out cards today. I have had no "up" time. Tomorrow I'm home so I'll work on that. Thanks to all for presents and greetings! Love you all.

Merry Christmas!!
Happy Birthday Boxx (meanie) !

Oooohhhh prezzies!

Jus I found my "real" present...hehe. I love it thank you so much! For the macocious ones - it's the Harry Potter soundtrack and a Celtic calligraphy book. :)
One of the gifts is monetary - just in time for paying up for the suit. Goody.

Yes I'm still up. I ended up watching Final Fantasy - finally! To bed I shall flee.

p.s. I am in a bad fuckin mood now. My mother has been driving me to the fucking edge.
I haven't cried for a little while I suppose.
That coupled with the fact that I just got...pissed for...something else. I hate bad memories.
Oh yeh and I'm in fucking pain. I pretty much fucked up my already screwed up (accident) foot with some additional bruises and scrapes. When I walk my right foot feels like shit. My baby toe feels out of place and generally fubared.
Not tonght dammit not tonight. It's supposed to be a good night.
*sigh*
I have no money - and I have to fork out a blue one for a bathing suit that I don't even look that good in. Yet another depressing piece of shit.
I shall be going to sleep now. Trying. Hah - I'll be listening to sad annoying music and looking at visualizations. MilkDrop rules by the way.

So I spoke with Stace, Stef and Kev and birthday boy today. Jus passed to exchange presents. Awww what a sweetie. :)
I cleaned. So much. I am currently near to uber-incoherency. My room's all sparkly though. Sheesh. Santa's not even coming. *pouts*
Nitey.
Greetings to all! May you not get coal in your socks.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RORY!!!!!

1. I'm back. Bruised, aching, tired, tanned (yes I am I am dry I am).

2. There are MANY cats now around the house. WHY? I have yet to see them - I have heard at least 2. *sigh* I don't like them at all.

3. I wish I could have been away for a lot longer. Today I actually have to be cleaning, which is way not cool. I'm not sleeping yet and feeling oddly....dizzy. Hmm. Sleep is imminent.

4. Why is everyone listening to tabanca?

5. Stace and Stef please come the fcuk out of hiding and rejoin the goddamn normal people. You've been in a room way too long. Get up north.

Happy Holidays - Happy Christmas Eve!

"Fade into you I think it's strange you never knew"

I'm still home and have to remain so until this afternoon. Oh joy. Heading by Chris in a few hours, then from there to hitch a ride on a boat to get by Jus. This whole weekend seems somewhat salted even from now. Been trying to get whoever I can to get down there as well since Justin is a ratty little organiser.

Does anyone know about the habits of cats? There are 2 lurking around our house...and a couple nights ago they were inside! Eeeeeekkkkk!!!!!! Now we actually have to close the windows. Bah. There's a toss up though. Keep the bastards around and be rodent free, or shoot them and be rid of the scariness and have rats...or something to that effect.

*praises the gift gods* Wrapping and writing are all done. At the Christmas tree's feet are a pile of gifts. None are for me. *shrug*

I want a cell from Santa. My cousin..the bastard has one here I can easily acquire, but no, one of her stupidass leeching relatives wants it - for free. I'd pay for it. Bah. Negotiation will take place i necessary and I will steal the deal. Course that's if it can work here. If the idiot doesn't buy it.

Tired, sleepy, pissy mood.

Apparently I leave tomorrow instead. Leaving the couple for the night. Ew.
I got through about 1/8 of wrapping, yet I'm here. Need to finish that, clean the rest of my room, and oh sleep. Some asshole awoke me at a bit after 7. Ugh.

So I got shopping done yesterday. Right now I should be wrapping gifts, so as to clear up everything because I'll be down the islands till Sunday. Then apparently I'll be out on Monday...though I can rush stuff n the morning - if I'm awake. My bag also needs to be packed for later. Righto. Very good.
Bye for now guys. Happy Holidays!

I did not sleep yesterday. *sniffle*

Alright thanks to SMS, I scared the living bejeezus out of Chris and he called me, and only then I found out where Justin aka thebastard is. Then surprisingly later on, Jus actually called - without Chris telling him to!. Wow. So we're organising for the weekend.

I have a whole lot of stuff to take care of today, including shopping - which must get done, printing of letters, posting of stuff. Werd. I'm so broke it's not funny.

Back to the SMS story. I must have scared my cousins half to hell and back. Poor things. If Christian's reaction was so interesting, I wonder about the rest of them. I went on a little spree today. I was bored and idle ok and testing the speed. *grin*

I'm playing way too much music not enough French. Dammit the stereo speakers sound way too cool. Argh. Quake was also sounding fun. Of course the comp froze on me today when I was attempting to show off to a friend. *sigh*

Well I've made the big switch to ICQ 2001. Joyjoyjoy. Talk about peer pressure. Only because the file was there to be copied of course...

Where the fuck is Justin Gosine? The little bitch is here...! Hmmph...

I think I'll be sleeping today.

Well that was interesting and fun. Us here chilling having way too much fun being geeky. Just waiting for Rory to get home safely, then I'll get to sleep. I've got a bed full of cds and other thingies which I do not want to move. I'm drifting slightly, and not really wanting to move from this chair helps. Sleep deprivation or something. My computer is now hooked up to my stereo so the sound is pretty damn awesome right about now. Whee! I've got like less than 2 gigs free on my 15 gig partition. Fun huh :) I would be needing to get some blanks to start burning off all of this crap. Most of this consists of mp3's mind you.

Today was the day I thought, hmm, shopping, finally, but I'm thinking I'll most likely be sleeping for the better part of it.
I've got a resum� and cover letter to print and post, a recommendation letter to write, shopping to do, cleaning to do. Oh the joy I feel - it is brimming over. Righto.

Trace's nails are Cherish pink.

Tweaking in progress. *waves @ Rory sitting next to me*

Whoa the guestbook works. I guess that little editing worked. Nicely.

Muahahahahahaha! Yay!

Alright I've sorta gotten over the shock that things actually work. Good. I suppose I have many things to say.

A rough night on Thursday to fix up things as quickly as possible, followed by a kinda rough day on Friday. Cursing the html gods to hell, screwing up the pointer thing, and more. Oh what fun. I guess I was having fun. Can I do this for life? Hmm. That wasn't even the beginning of trouble actually so I dunno what the hell I'm talking about. My mom says I have no patience. Youth have no patience. It's true. Just look at technology. A program takes less than a millisecond to open and you'll be all "grrrr".

The new No Doubt album is sweet. I do like!

I've switched back to mmy wireful mouse for the time being. I haven't much time to read LOTR just yet. Saw a trailer, and have another to view. but QuickTime is a bitch.

Saw a couple Spiderman trailers and it looks pretty decent.

Err today is what again? Oh holy...Monday? Whoa. The weekend flew.

It's been really rainy here for a few days. No sun, no blue skies, just rain, gray, white, cloud cover all over. Really lovely weather indeed. Saturday was a definite wet blanket. Nestl� had their Christmas kiddy party, so mom had to cater a few things. Went down there in rain...those poor kids were kinda zoned to one area - which in itself was boring. The funniest part though was these people who came in all in a huff and puff, set upa pretty long table, complete with goodies, giving out plates of the stuff to the kids. We were worried that we weren't gonna sell jack shit. Then the girl at the bar comes with a grin on her face. "Guys get this, the chic over there just asked me..."Is this Lever Brothers?" I go "No darling this is Nestl�"" Cracking up ensues. Big fuckin banner, Nestl� every goddamn where. You will continue to drive in and set up and give away half the goodies. Yeh man. Wrong party. That was a big boo boo. Somebody's ass is going to get fired. We're still in awe that that actually happened. A-frigging-mazing. I thought I was bad, not knowing much of anywhere past Grand Bazaar. You'd think people would read too. Ah well.
My fun was had.

Mom's gone fountain crazy, so they went shopping yesterday morning without me, got stocks and got a little tabletop fountain which is kinda cute. Good feng shui!

People have long gone and left me. I shall sleep now. Though, before I forget, lemme do my birthday hails.

Happy Birthday Maritza and Jack!
Happy Belated Birthday Karen and Sam! Speaking of Karen and Sam...where are they anyways? Hmmm. These are some very old friends from waaayyy back when who I use dto hang with - back in the day of WBS Classical chat. Damn I feel old.

I'm sure I missed people's birthdays...oh oh..my little cousin...he was a year on the 12th and I have yet to send a gift or wait..even see the child. Oh hell.

the bitch worked!

Ok now to switch blogs.
How messy will this be?
*prays and crosses fingers*

*test 1*
friggit damnyou bastard
bitch

Working on it working on it...

Wow. I'm going absolutely insane trying to make things work. Guys excuse me for a while while I revamp the entire site. I might be down for a while.
*wave*

Guys. I'll be switching servers tonight. Any technical difficulties experienced, you know what happened alright. Try not to blog or anything? Ah well.

*signs out*

The Hobbit is done. Since about 6 pm yesterday I think. Err. Right I'm dead tired. Bep time.

Chapter 9 - Barrels Out Of Bond ~ The Hobbit
I'm hoping to finish this soon, take a break with my site stuff and start LOTR. That would be me wishing. :)

I've slept way too much for the day as it is. Hey it was raining and lovely - all cuddled in bed by the warmth of my radiation. Mmm yummy. Back to work!

Please don't worry about me and that post eh... E-mails to certain folks forthcoming. Just realised I have a ton of mail to reply to...fun fun.

Excuse all language in this entry.

Sometime the idea for the new layout dawned upon my lame ass. Right I think I came up with it yesterday morning, but of course I got side tracked, and then last evening, on the phone with Stac, it became clearer and I actually knew what to do. Just to do it now. The question remains. Will Trace be able to do anything of worth today?

I need to look for a job, call up all the hell over, study, do sites, Christmas shop (oh dear lawd I am poor), read books, see about GATT business in between, Christmas cleaning, liming with the folks. Eek! Fun though. It's good to be busy as heck and having a little bit of breathing room.

I started reading over The Hobbit. Got to about Chapter 2 before I got online and distracted. Wireless mousey came in pretty handy. Now to get that done as quickly as possible, move on to the rest of the LOTR series and then get the movie.

*munches on 4 am breakfast of plain ole Kellogg's and milk*

It's a little chilly, the rain has been falling since yesterday. Good for cuddling...that which I'm not getting.

Some fucking assholes are cutting down my mountain. Pictures forthcoming. I'm sorry I didn't have a before picture :( They're taking away the whole frigging mountain. That is not cool! I think dad is trying to get word on the legality of such. Dammit. Plus, the huge trucks are making a racket in our very quiet area, and are completely screwing with the roads, raising dust and or making mud. There is a bridge down the road that has a weight limit - of course they've surpassed that. Vroom they go over the bridge. Bastards. They've cut a new road through land that doesn't belong to them. Why? The neighbours blocked the main road to go up the hill. These people are amazing.
Is it a political thing?

Let's not even speak of politics shall we? Ah yes the very important general election. Panday offering to share power? Oh wow! Les idiots.

Everyone has gone to bed. I suppose I really should too.

Side note : vent. Don't ask. I just need to get this out somehow.

What I'm thinking : Why must you always have an excuse? As if it's really valid. As if I don't see through that fa�ade of bullshit. If you really wanted to you would, you so so would. I'm not that stupid come on give me a break. Trying to convince myself that I'm being a bastard only makes it worse, and I refuse to be guilt-tripped into thinking that I have no faith. I don't. Hard fucking cookies. If you can't prove otherwise, if you can't come through then don't - you aren't anyway. Fuck you, you fucking lying cheating whoring bitch.

What comes out usually : I don't give. I'm cool. I'm all moving along not really caring. Kinda.

Trace definitely needs sleep.

So after spending most of the weekend with 3 or 4 couples, I've had enough. My utter disgust and bitterness has transcended my last possible ability to stomach this shit.
Bridget Jones was one thing. "Emotional fuckwit" Indeed. No further comment. Bridget rules. Fielding rules. You know the deal.

I need this book somehow. Kiss My Tiara : How to Rule the World As a Smartmouth Goddess by Susan Jane Gilman It's on my wishlist, but anyways, I suppose I'll get that some time down the road, or online or some kind of underground way.

Did I mention that guys are stupid? Generally? No offence to friends but uhm good grief. You guys are way way transparent.

/mood

If I was an Autobot, I'd be:

Take the Transformers personality test at android5.com!

Happiness indeed. Look at the time. Dammit.
I've got an even bigger list of stuff to do. Haven't touched my site yet. I need to hide again! Argh!

My log of events since I've been away and incoherent and or all of the above.

Friday night

After a nice long tiring day, I'm there bepped out considering the long haul on Saturday. A day down the islands with the gaming people (now much closer friends) was in the cards. Brrinng! Phone. House in darkness. Trace groping for phone.

Huwo?
Ay Trace wuz up?
Err hey...nun...was sleeping
You know who you talkin to?
Ehmmmm
Is me Jus
JUS!!! WTF! Where are you!?! OMG
Talk talk blab blab.
Phone down...my babes didn't forget me aww :) I love Jussypoo!

So I'm there awake now. Gone milling around the kitchen. Mom wakes up and boots me back to bed. "Wtf are you doing up? I thought you went to sleep. Go."
Lying down, tossing and turning, I try Anggun. Those soothing sounds do nothing to shut my eyes. A Perfect Circle helps...alot. By Judith I'm out cold. Odd I know.

Saturday (this is a long one)
8 am : Wittle birds singing in the bush, sun there...being hot for the hour. Eyes open, a tiny scurry to get my ass out of bed and get ready for the day. Now the plan was to try to catch the earliest boat across to the island. Hah! That of course didn't work and we realised...dammit well let's head for the 12 pm one. We made with a few minutes to spare so that was very good.
Got there, to find out that half the lime was missing. Hmm. Interesting. They'd gone back to mainland to get gear. The (superior) geek had brought the laptop - good thing too, else much of the fun would have been diminished I suppose.
There was chilling at the pool amid a series of interesting err races ..sheesh ok I'll stop at that one.
Shrimp. Don't ask. Stopping in progress.
Did I mention we were supposed to leave on the 6 pm boat? As if. We had pretty much decided in oh 2 seconds that we were going to stay but of course calling parents came a tad later. *ducks*
I got half plastered with a lovely (huge) plastic cup of gin and tonic. *glances at dry* Oh no I was not drunk just slightly uhm...what's the expression ... uhm unable to walk steadily and or function efficiently. That's it ...dammit. Dara no no table dance ... no eh!

Sunday
I finally got up steadily, the alcohol now worn off, watched Bridget Jones' Diary, which is now my signiture movie. The mosquitoes oh the mosquitoes! *slappity slap* (Stac! Woohoo Bridget rules!) That was followed by Osmosis Jones and sleep. I tossed and tuned on a dusty couch...ergh. Finally...capped out.
I woke up, saw sunrise littered clouds, slept a little more, check the time : 8:04. Trace and Rory planned to get home on the 8am boat. Riiiigghht.

Ignoring the other sourpusses, I got a nice morning swim at the beach (beautiful!!), and got lonely there all alone, while the rest of them watched some other movie, headed back up to the cabana, got breakfast and waited for someone to accompany me to the beach. Girl talk ensued. The boys came down a joined...wildness ensued.
Rain poured. Sun shone. Then the plan was for a boat ride to Scotland Bay. Hmm home was far far away in our minds by then. The babble was that another night was imminent. They couldn't let all that food go back home. Heck no. We couldn't stay though.

It cleared up enough for us to get to the bay and swim around a while.Rain came and we scurried like stupid little mice back in the boat - why? Coldness or something. There I stood getting drips falling on me, wrapped in my huge blue towel, feeling like a jumbo wet teddybear. Ugh. The sun shone after that episode, and we headed back. Lovely boat ride too, looking at flocks of seagulls (?) swooping downward all in a line, down toward the sea, and leveling off. That looked pretty damn awesome.
By the time we got back it was close to 4:30, so we organised ourselves and headed out. As the sun melted into the horizon (as far as we could see), we headed back to the mainland, bye bye little island of fun.

Groovy.
So today I basically spent in bed, capped the hell out. I was awoken by Avin who just had to use me to find out about something or the other. Good thing too, I got lunch and slept again. Mail. Hah. Too many I have to reply to, too many things to do.
Oh not to mention the "what the hell are you doing with your life" talk for about the 20 millionth time. Wonderful. You wonder why I needed to hide.

Today is Election Day
Shaun on MSN : How's elections coming along?
Me : errrr oooohhh elections..right...uhm I slept today
Woopsy.
Trace does not have an ID card

Life
So there is an enormous number of things to do, none of which has succeeded. I'm figuring I need a solid week straight of work, in order to play catch up. I'm a lazy bastard
with priorities in all the wrong places. I've bitched about it before, but I suppose it's getting ridiculous. A girl can't do what she wants in peace. Of course not, for there is life, and the world continues to revolve, and I'm getting older and wasting my early 20's more and more, while everyone is evolving and moving along, and I'm stuck. Big time.
I procrastinate oh dammit to hell.
Trace is guilteeeee.

I'm back!
Happy Belated Birthday to David R and Nats S!
Happy Birthday to Kryssie!

I've had a wonderful weekend!! I am tanned slightly. Muha! Dammit I am I am so shut up dry.
Rest of the story which is probably going to be a little lengthy will be typed...after I sleep. I've slept mind you...quite a bit, but just not enough.

If I were a work of art, I would be Salvador Dali's Persistence of Memory. I am a surreal landscape composed of several disjointed and bizarre components. I like to keep an eye on the time, although the very concept is fluid for me. People are never sure what they are seeing when they look at me. Which work of art would you be? The Art Test

Yes this sounds like me a little. I love Dali though, he's one of my faves!

I've had a pretty great day! Thanks to all involved with presents and greetings etc, Rory especially, and the rest of the crew, who we're planning to hand with down the islands tomorrow. Phew. We had a lovely little adventure today, which was more fun than I've had for any of my birthdays... Will write later though, else I will certainly faint.
*yawn*!

So uhm. Where are my friends again? Blah. Wake up. This is not cool. I've gotten calls/cards etc from just about everyone else but the closest people (sorta)...who shall now go to birthday hell. I see NO greetings on blogs YET. *stewps*
Well at least I got greetings from some important people. Hmph!

Oh holy mother...Stace that looks like Jude Law. Yeh baby! If not well he's very on.
Thanks for waking me up with that one. Sheesh.

Oh good Lord (Of the Rings)!!!!!!!

Merry Brandybuck If I were a character in The Lord of the Rings, I would be Merry, Hobbit, heir of the Brandybucks and a friend of Frodo's. In the movie, I am played by Dominic Monaghan. Who would you be? Zovakware Lord of the Rings Test with Perseus Web Survey Software

Stace dammit get better, you need to stop posting these crazy things hehe. Feel better soon!

Happy Birthday to me!!!!

Thanks to everyone who sent their greetings and cards already. For those who have not you shall go to birthday hell!

So I am tired, really should sleep, but I'll manage, despite having to probably go out a little later.

Hey I got a wireless mouse yesterday as an early birthday present from Mrs.McGaw. It's groovy! More about that later when I'm home and have time to blog. *snicker*

I apologise to my loyal readers who have been severely deprived of insane paranoid entries. It's a phase I think.

Ah shit another e-mail to write before I sleep.

Cheered up? Did I? I suppose you can call it that. Found out the whole story...basically so my mind is generally at ease. There is that annoyingly depressing playlist still on, and I'm falling asleep.

I also have half plans for Friday - at least during the day I think. Come night owls, I need you dammit. *grin*

It feels great to kick a boy's ass in games. Sorry. It just does! dry hush...don't say a word else I will frag you.

Nostalgia :
Mary walks
down to the water's edge
and there she hangs her head
to find herself faded
a shadow of what she once was
She said "How long have I been sleeping
and why do I feel so old
why do I feel so cold
my heart is saying one thing but my body won't let go"

Something's wrong. I'm feeling it in the pit of my stomach, and I don't think it's gas or anything. I can't concentrate on reading, so writing would be the other option.

I was sitting outside, watching the dying embers of a clouded sunset marred by mountains. I only see reflections hitting the grey pregnant clouds. There's that slightly chilly breeze wafting through the place - signs of Christmas. This is my favourite time of the year, other than obvious birthday reasons. I've perhaps blogged about this last year around the same time. There's this different aura that surrounds the place.

I listened to the Charlotte Church Christmas CD Dara gave me last year, and fell asleep. It's really beautiful music though, I promise I'll stay awake next time I play it. It was so relaxing, and had me in the whole peacey Christmassy mood.
I'm now listening to Marc Anthony. Last night I actually listened to the whole J-Lo - On the 6 album, which I grabbed from Rory. It wasn't as ditzy as I'd previously thought and the tracks are decent enough.

Insert 4 or 5 hours spacing.

Tonight : Alanis Morrissette, Sarah McLachlan, Dido. Eek talk about a suicidal combo. No I didn't choose the playlist. I'm not very depressed. I managed to cheer one sad soul up. Still didn't find out what was wrong though. Will eventually.

"We meet at the lights I stare for a while, the world around us disappears, it's just you and me on my island of hope, a breath between us could be miles..."

Shall I get to bed early tonight? Uh huh...sure thing Trace...sure thing.

Good grief Trace, this is crazy, you must stop stayin up at these hours, trying to breathe.

I've got e-mails bursting through the seams of Outlook Express. They're expecting a reply - supposedly. Am I coherent enough? Will I be when I arise? Maybe I do need to sleep. I've got to e-mail other people, other than my GATT people, urgently. What am I doing? Sending a birthday card (Happy Birthday Nic!!) and blogging and talking. Heck I have a life too.

ICQ has sent out the little 2 day birthday reminder already, so I've been getting a few cards well. Yay! *grin* Birthday plans remain...non-existent for now. Oh boy. Someone? Anyone? *sniffle*

Meanwhile my mother is still on my back to do something. I've decided to do the CIW certification. The problems : price toss up vs quality training. Don't know what to do! Argh!

Sleep would be nice.

Strip Scrabble? Sexual Charades Strip Poker. Uh huh. Orrite I will stop there.

*looks at time*

Watch me remain here all night...

Yet I cannot seem to get offline. Distractions upon distractions.
I just considered a new addition to my blogs, the comments thing, but I think I'd prefer things to remain how they are. It's my blog, comments will be made directly to me. I'm on ICQ, MSN and there's e-mail. So there.
There is going to be quite a bit of new work on here, so I am sure you will be more than entertained.

Stace, people peong games for 12 or more hours at a lan party. Game wh0rez. They try to have it every week at different locations...depends though. I'll e-mail you the rest ;) I hope you feel better, that virus is very nasty I heard.

Right my Hobbit name. Rory will appreciate this one. Orangeblossom Knotwise of Michel Delving Very good. Good grief.

*looks around the very empty place and wonders if anyone is reading*

Going to work offline I believe (hope) and try to get work done so I can switch servers very very soon. *cross fingers* Behave css! Behave!!

Trace is still in hibernation

I awoke to the sounds of babbling. My mom, aunt, uncle and baby cousin Ashleigh. She's soooo adorable! So her birthday is tomorrow (yes another beautiful Sagittarian child), so I had her present in my room, which is perpetually locked when I'm asleep in case prying funny people want to enter my lair. I'm strange that way ok... Mom wakes me up to give the child her present - I fumble out of bed, drag on clothes, brush teeth...rubbing eyes...g'mornin, evening whatever it is...ay kiddo. She looks at me funnily, grabs the little pink present and runs by daddy-o. Only after she was acclimatized she was all...cute. Hey I got to comb her hair - something her parents never get to do. Yay!

So that was the late morning to early afternoon. Slept, spoke, spoke more, went by neighbour to chill, but that sucked, came home, spoke and chilled with my aunt and parents, got online, got offline, was falling asleep, listened to A Perfect Circle and Anggun, watched t.v., online, replied to e-mails, here...typing. *sigh* Whatta life.

Well that sucked. Waited for what 3 hours, lan party busted like a big bag of SALT!
Least it was good conversation. Something so.

Sleep needed NOW!

Another accident... fun. Shaken but not stirred/whipped/splat. This time Adrian and his friend/s. Oh good Lord I'm so tired of hearing these things. I hate waiting for a phone call or a message that someone didn't make it through yet another accident. So far they've not been bad, I don't want it to be bad...the roads are so scary. Please be careful guys. I'm praying when I sit down in a car. Can't deal with this kind of tragic loss thing.

I've been up chatting, renaming mp3's because I need to burn off some stuff so that I can clear room for more crap, and oh chatting. I have very good company - who is half asleep, but then so am I. Lan party later, so I must continue to mess up my body clock. Whee away we go!

RABBIT RABBIT! Someone's birthday is today...i'm sure...this month is gonna be packed to the brim with birthdays. Whee.
So our Harry Potter birthday lime is busted for now becase Thursday I was talking to Khalil, mom's trainer. (Yes she has one, I'm not even in the gym *sigh*), and we realised, hey, it's gonna be a Friday, last day of school term, kiddie show = BRR. So I postponed those plans with Dars.
Anyone have any ideas of what we could do? She's free from the afternoon. Come on dammit...p a r t a y...or l i m e. Whatever.

I woke up over 2 hours ago, thinking that I would oh, blog, get some htmlling done. Yeh right. I end up chatting, swapping mp3's, surfing, chatting, reading e-mail, cursing...
Speaking of which, I really must curb. Darsy is complaining and threatening me with more soap. *sigh* I shall try.

So George Harrison's poofed...just Paul and Ringo to kick the bucket now. Lets hope he's with John and that heaven is going Beatle crazy.

BT + Paul Oakenfold - Loving You More. I am loving this song more and more. Wow.