*flops around like a fishy out of water*

There are way too many grasshoppers milling about my room you know.
*sigh* Today - MUST do shopping. MUST I tell you. MUST. Geezus. I mean don't you think it's high bloody time.

Also addicted to Harry Potter Challenges online. Need to re-read books though. Need books. When get rich and stuff. I swear.
Uhm. Sean Biggerstaff (*snickers @ name*) is so cuteypieish. This is the guy who plays Oliver Wood by the way. Goddamn Scottish accent. Ladies, by the way he's 19. Legal. Way good enough.

Think am going through mid-life crisis. Young boys. Tsk. On other hand do not know any good older ones. Not socialising enough I say. *sad little look*

My fucking gawd. If you can't understand Potter you need to be shot. Arguing with moron who thinks "Potter sucks serious stones" Whatta dumbass. Trying to rile me up. Apparently people love getting cursed by me. I enjoy it too. How morbid. *grin*

Hullo. Oh look Artsypoo blogged. (*little snicker*)
Regis remains brilliant as always, gracing our blogs and internet with beautiful work.
Justin remains...mia.
Stac is missed and gone language crazy...even more now. Aadam hehehe as always very interesting.
Stef and Stace are cute.
Macoing Tiffy and Steff's blogs. Yet another blogging couple. Aww.

Here we go again.
I am 55% Tortured Artist

Art is significant in my life, people are scum but I have the capicity to deal with it. Give it a few more years and I will either forget about art or hate the world.

Take the Tortured Artist Test at fuali.com

It's been an eventful (to an extent) past few days. *looks at date* Right I've only missed a day.
Yesterday FINALLY saw Harry Potter :COS. Finally!!!! Thank you to Stef Stace and Dani for being such sports.
Mini review on HP COS :
Wood is yum. Sssh. Dani and I scoped this one while we could, as well as the former Sweet November Chazz Cherry - Lucius Malfoy persona. We swear to all high spirits of the elves that Lucius' wig was stolen from the Peter Jackson LOTR set. "Where's da blodddy hair?! I KNEW Chris Columbus was up to know good when he came to visit me saying all that bullcrap about friends of directors-who-make-movies-out-of-book club thing!"

So yeah, Wood is good. (Am sure such statement shall bring many a grin to so many faces) Pun? Well...
Lucius is very cool looking - but loses a couple points for the stolen Legolas wig.
Ron is a darling.
Hermione is skinny.
Harry is in the making to be very adorable. He'll grow well.
The music as always endearing and right on target.
Effects - well done indeed.
Script - pretty cute - witty funny and all that tra la la.
I wonder who they're having to replace Dumbledore? I don't knwo if anyone can pull it off as well as he does.
Who'll direct the rest of the movies? *gasp* We discussed a Tim Burton thing, but I don't know if I would like seein Harry come out dressed like Jack (Nightmare Before Christmas).
All in all - kickass! Must see again...wherever.

Did I do one for Die Another Day? This was seen last week Saturday. Oh Halle Berry's body looked good - no duh. The cars were hot, and Brosnan needs a better body. Really. I am sorry - I reaallllllyyyyyyy can't deal with the bush on the chest and tummy. Guhross. Did they use grass grower on that? Uggghhh! Yuckity yuck yuck yuck. By the way, I'm not sure if anyone knows this, but uhm, diamonds cannot stay embedded in your fucking face, especially on the surface. That is a pack of shit. Ok it's a movie and after all it's James Bond (corn on the cob), but hello? Cars hot though t'is all that matters.

Today of all bloody day I had a meeting. Torturous really and still no shopping done. Am now officially frustrated with that whole thing!!! That being said I have yet to figure out just what the fuck were doing for Old Years.

*grunt*
I need a holiday after this holiday! Rav passed yesterday so it was good seeing him again. Cannot believe it's been 2 years. Time flies. He's fulling out! Awww - old age! *snickers and runs far far away* Anyways I shouldn't talk. I'm in a complete mess.
Liming with the peoples tomorrow hopefully! Dars has salted us till next week!! Tsk bad girl.
I have to do shopping tomorrow. Lol.

Merry Christmas dear friends, readers, strangers! Wishing you the best for the season and always. *muah*
I miss the peoples who are not here like Jus Miche Arts (esp!), Ross (the bastard in Cali wtf!) and that whole crew.

Thank you for your beautiful prezzies! If only I can prepare mine now...I believe you will all be recieving late gifts from the moi. Art takes time unfortunately. :(
I am now getting a chance to breathe. I went to bed yesterday at about 5 am - doing what you ask? No not partying. No not pipsin. Wrapping prezzies for the kiddies and not doing the ones for my friends. Absolute torture.

Then I was awoken by the phone several times and then Dars got me creeping out of bed fumbling for the phone. This was at what? 9 am? I started to do some finishing touches on my room, hurriedly putting papers in semi-decent places and bags and trying to sort as quickly as possibly. Then for some idiotic reason I opened my desk drawers and decided to sort those out. Ther eremains paper to be sorted on the floor, which, when I have chance will drop somewhere. There will be many other things to do today.

Oh my God it's almost 2 am and I smell ham baking and I hear people with bottles and spoons outside. Mom baked today...ugh I felt my arteries bawling when I saw the oil oozing from the ham. Lord. Why do people go overboard for Christmas? Ugh ugh. Today and rest of the season there will be food pushed down my throat. I need to rejoin the gym or something, but on my schedule, from January, I have no clue how I'm going to do it. There is that rowy thing in mom's room that has gone unused for a while. *runs*

Anyways I must be in one hyper mood. I was soooo pissed off yesterday because of too much work. Now I'm all chipper (no lab...is not what yuh think) and I'm racking up MAJOR karma points here! Hahaha. Oh man. I'm being beautifully polite, pleasant and dollish to everyone including certain *cough*xes*cough*. *polishes halo to brilliant shine* Let's hope I can keep it up.

Merry Christmas!! I should sleep. Hmm.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

ACKKKKKKKK!! *pulls hair out* I am starting to hate Christmas. This is rare. I also abhor the overly frustrating lack of voice mail service. Did something happen and I don't know about it? I have like 3 messages waiting and I can't fucking check it because the fucking thing just isn't working. Gawd. I also need to be out of this godforsaken house because my mother is driving me absolutely insane. I want to be out of here. I even want to wrap my gifts (of which I have? 1? 2? none?)elsewhere. Ugh I wish she'd go out and have a life.

*grumbles* I'm fucking leaving.

Liming too much is wreaking havoc upon my already atrocious eating habits. Lunch at 3 pm, dinner at 8? Geezus. *sigh* It's Christmas Eve Eve and nothing is prepared. Oh my lord. Help.

I give up on my cardies for today. Nothing is printing except from Word and that cannot be good. What the hell? *throws things* Wanna go back to bed and hibernate.

Saw Steffy and hung with the lovebirds! Awww. I had to play with Stef's Palm to waste away the time instead of possibly being rich and going to the casino to gamble it all away.
Interesting day. Ack I need my Illustrator 9 cd. Dirk? Gimmeh please!
Blah I hate not remembering certain members of extended family's names. Hah! Me bad. Me need sleep terribly.

*dances around* I got the job! Yay! Getting new iMac to work with too!
Yayy! Finally! Something I want to do!

I got some new chill out clothes and shoes! A cute pair of slippers and work shoes. Comfy and half price sale I can't go wrong on! Tomorrow looks like another long day. Gah. Have not finished room, but have done my chair. He's pretty now!! *sigh* Looks like another lilac year.

Ok I think 1/2 of my room is decent. Need to organise closet and shelves (need need need more shelving). Thanks Michael!!! He moved my bed! Yayyy! *runs around in space* Ok now I have to re-upholster my chair (am sitting on borrowed kitchen chair), and so shelves, closet, shoes. Crap. Bathroom! Oh well. When I get home tomorrow I shall tackle such.
I should sleep. Must clear bed, which is filled with many many things. Eek!
Wish me luck tomorrow/today!!!

Got dragged into town and was bored almost to tears by family who just made me wait and wait.
Got call I need though so yay!
Got Christmas present from mommy...and as usual, it was the "You want this? Ok lemme buy this for you - this is for Christmas. Here!" It's pretty at least!!!
No I'm not telling you what it is!

So who's taking me to see Harry Potter? :( As if I can even fit the frigging thing in my schedule. Oh cleaner gods help me out here!!! Can you magically remove the dust at least so all I have to do is re-organise? I need to move my bed. It's heavy...uhm. *innocent puppy dog look* Pweese? Uhm. I have to do 3 - 4 days worth of cleaning in 1 day. One. Uno. Un. Arghity argh!

I'll be going to sleep now! Must prepare for day.

GAH^100.
Depressed again. Feh.

Yes I am sensitive, yes I cry, yes I hurt, yes I feel.
No I really don't want to hear about your problems. I don't want to help you with your bullshit, I want to be left alone and sappy. I've cried out all my tears for a while again. I'll be alright very soon - at least for the next few months. I need to be emptied ever so often I guess.

Jus send some alco!

I'm sorry to read of your trials Vee - I wouldn't know unfortunately, but I know too many who have gone through it and worse. All I know is that it's horrid. My support is yours dearest.

On another random note, I don't think I like Bold Chex Mix. Strange seasoning. Give me cheddar any day.

Happy Birthday Randypoo!

Roflmao. Ladies you have to see this and this!!!! Hahaha! LOL Oh and check this out! Bahahahahaha!
LOL!!!!!! *snort*

Ok I'll stop.

You know, I didn't do a review of my birthday and the year gone by. Actually I don't want to think about it. This is getting rather scary indeed.
*looks at list of things to do at home and for others*
Eeek I need a maid!

Nosun? Wtf? Not the culprit I thought. HMM.
Ok Hello I'm alive. Had horrific nightmares last night stemming from scary/upsetting experience last night. Ugh. Then another weird one wi th random folks and the beach. Hmm. Odd.

Another headache.

There's no metal bat around. There is no alcohol to hide behind. Only tears.
*sigh*
I feel pressure building up in my goddamn brain. Literally! Yikes. I need sleep but I won't be able to. More than 2 hours since I've gotten home and haven't moved much, haven't changed much. Sitting here fading away, and thinking that things will be better next week.

Why do I feel so alone? That no one gives a fuck? (They really don't you idiot). That I would use most of my energy to help someone, to talk to them, to just be there, and they can't be there for me. At all. Not even a smidgeon. You utterly selfish cruel bastards. Of course though, who I want to pet and comfort me just aren't here to do so. I have lamented about this a million times already but just thouht I'd mention it for the million and 1st time.

Lord lord lord.
*headache*
I need another drink. I really should have had another, but, I didn't want to be impolite or something. My god. There is so much liquid one can ingest. Pepsi Blue + Smirnoff isn't bad. Thank you Ed for a wonderful evening. Full of laughs, great food (!) and good company...well mostly. Stories - of which I am not about to tell because they are not significant enough to tell...or something. Hungout earlier with Avin too which was a first - we actually mall hopped and such!

Know that I am listening to depressing music now. Thank you. I need to be hit with a metal bat and put to sleep for a while.

*looks around at room*
Ugh. Sunlight seeps in...arghity argh. *yawn*

Yesterday turned out better than expected. After chillin for a litte bit with Randy and the gang (crazy mofos), went by Dani and we went to the mall with Kavita, Ker and Mabs. Whee. Fun fun.
Note : I am in love with DH Gifts in Long Circular Mall. Buy me stuff there nuh. Wheeeee everything's sooo pretty!!!! Dani et moi did not want to tear ourselves away from the store! She said we're definitely going into business. She'll make the masks andfacial stuff I'll do the artwork and well Kavita said she'd never buy it because Dani made it. Eep!

Last night I got home, and peeled off my jeans and looked at my knee. It's a dark putrid shade of deep violet. Truly. Hahaha. I cannot wear skirt any time soon. Yikes!
What am I wearing today? Hm. Dammit.

Holy crudmuffins it's 3 am again. Dammit! Hi bye me tired.

"Try to relax and enjoy the crisis." Ashleigh Brilliant
Blah.

Ohhh it's Friday the 13th. Wooo!

UGH! Ughity ugh ugh ugh. I'm not having a life! Hello?!! Tsk. Cute boys are sometimes so very clueless!

This is my sleep hour? Dios mio.

Ryan has me addicted to 8 Mile soundtrack type songs especially Mr. Mathers. *sigh* Just thought I'd tell you of current addiction to his more t han cool lyrics. I still need to see this movie. Any willing taker outers?

Vance and I realised we have favourite Sesame Street songs in common. I scurried off to Kazaa to find it. Capital I! I got it yayyy!
Ok so currently listening to Stereophonics (am todally gone), Starsailor, random trance, Eminem, Sublime oldies, Led Zeppelin, Sigur R�s, Coldplay mostly.

Doobie do. Must see : The Ring, Die Another Day, 8 Mile, Treasure Planet and of course Harry Potter CoS- all like..right now. Dammit. Harry Potter opened and where was I instead of liming with Fi and crew? Home! Stuck! Gack. Have done nothing worthwhile of late. Zip! Downswerve until hopefully soon. *crosses fingers toes and plaits hair*

*poses like thug*

Look at me blue and fuzzy and cute and with a gun baby. Hah! Take that!


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Goodness. I slipped and fell on wet tiles yesterday. Jesus. I fell on one knee...not good. Oh my God, some magic pain drug mom had me pop is working! Woo hoo! There were ice packs and knee bands. One knee! Ow!!

Stace! I so don't have too many men. Why am I still home salting then? Why won't the bastards come pick me up as requested and take me out? Mmm? Goddammit. Waste of time! Today though am hoping Av will come take me to the bank and such because my knee is not happy.
*sigh*

Going through my dailies.

In no particular order :
Thank god for Justin's app skills. I'm glad someone else likes birthdays.
Hehe Vee! Oh my lord this girl dred.
Regis in love is a very interesting thing. I expect no less. As Stac said he's got skills. Loony type ones.
Steffy...hmm ok. Hello. :)
It's snowing in Besancon! Ohh ooohhh! Damn it can we please get Stac a camera asap?
That's all he could have posted on saturday? Moving.
Poor Darsy.
Thanks Rich (goddamn you're one all-round eXtreme geek) - and to all for birthday greetings and suchlike!
Stace - blog!

Randomly :
I hate yahoo mail. How come suddenly I receive about 30 a day since after POP access died? Never ceases to amaze.

I want to go room with Danipoo. :-/ Especially after today. Need to find out about job asap. Argh.

"Please don't spoil my day, I'm miles away, and after all I'm only sleeping" - The Beatles
I have a headache - in a way. Just tired and cranky. It's another down curve - since goddamn Saturday or something. Oh well. Moving.

Woo...long day yesterday and I'm still awake. Yikes. Going to bed now though. Finally!
*poof*
Had fun though! Better than suck birthday!

Am very awake. *sigh* Why do alarms have to be so bloody precise? 5 am on the dot. BEEP BEEP BEEP. Mudda...

Thank you all for Birthday wishes greetings blessings and thoughts. Yay Dars suprised me and called! Hehehe. I am so tired and I have to get up at 5. Yikes.

*sings* "Happy Birday to meee"
Eh. People forgot. Important people too. :( I guess this is a reminder. Go suck salt bastards.

Workity work for me. I thik I'll take a break in a few, get some water, take a bath and chill a few. I need a break before I restart. Just a few more things to do, and I'll be done! Yay!

Good grief Aadam where the hell did you get that from?! LOL. Best laugh I've had since Saturday.

*looks at work* I love Photoshop and Illustrator. *sigh*

I give up. Affordable gifts for guys do not exist. I spent basically all day thinking, trying to come up with ideas and it's hard. My goodness it is. I found a few and if I can find them well great, if not well cards for everyone. Handmade thank you very much!

There's lots more going on, but I'm just not at liberty to say anything. Yipes.

Noone is gonna get blown out today. Hopefully.

Finally work is done, and I can do some personal work I've been wanting to do for a while, but just haven't had the capacity of late. Christmas lists, gifts and suchlike. Man. How annoying. I love thistime of year, yet not because I always have these plans and never go through with them because I get hella busy, and end up rushing last minute. Not this year! Oh no! By Thursday I should be posting things out!! (I hope!) Lord I have no materials. *cracks up*

Ack poor Dars!! My girl busy! I do hope that any lime we have she will not have her book at hand. *glare*
Hm apparently everyone is learning Java but me. What fun what joy. The only Java I wanna know about is coffee or something.

So, how safe are you? Sigh...Christian's family got held up at gun point on Friday night and they took the van - right in front their house. That is so much shit...and no one knew in the entire apartment building till after.

Giselle (Welch) had a baby!!! This for the chics who know her and all that - just passing on the message.

Yes darling I saw Hellsing : Impure Souls. Love the animation style and music. Rands thought the music was inappropriate and out of time but I don't think so. I'm not sure the story was all that great but it was pretty decent. Alucard hot!!! I think I need to see the rest though. Really I must. 2 epis don't cut it. (Downloading wallpaper and research and suchlike)
Saw one called Crying Freeman. I want him. Hahaha. Dom and I were gawking at the frigging screen. How ridiculous...no waitnotreally. I mean the guys gawk over naked anime chics so what's a half naked beautiful man with excellent dragon tattoo?
I got this free Tomb Raider comic book. I'm here laughing at her oversized boobs. What the hell? I mean she would REALLY need a LOT of support for those things. Good lord. *cackle*

I should sleep. *sigh*

ARGH ARGH ARGH
Before I go postal on some lame arse's ass I REALLY need to blog this out.
You fucking loser. Go away! Really!! Ugh I don't need more assholes in my life!!! God knows I have enough of them! I like my friends. No you aren't one and I'm doing you a BIG favour being amicable still and not cussing you to hell you moron. Fuck man.
I'm in a mood already and you come with your bullshit. You have me venting with my friends and I don't wanna do that. My patience is worn thinner than a fairy's wing here. Throw me a stick or something. Leave me alonnnnneeeeee. Why do I have to meet such fucking idiots? Argh.

Anyways I feel better (slightly).

Yesterday was mad cool. Hung with the boys at the anime convention thing, in which I watched all of 3 or 4 movies max. Haha oh god. My feet probably still ache from walking all over the place. Crazy cool fun with pictures of tout le monde. I may post that at some time...or not.

My aunt's band (Pa'l Destino) cd's launch is this evening so I'm off to dress! Wish meh honies could be here.

ACK!

*plops down into little puddle of me* Tired!