Cannot get e-mail. Miserable really. *frown* Headache.

I should sleep you kow. Reaaallly I should. Eeek I have so many bloody things to do is not funny. People keep reminding me of all these very important things that I must do.
The net is being sloooooowwwwwwwwwww. Ugh.

Few short points I must note.
Stefan is evil.
Stace is a bad sister (*snort*) but in the process I have been ego-boosted - yay!
I'm scared for Friday a little. *prays for gods to shine down upon me*

Oh god it's almost 12:30 am not asleep. Eeeeek!

I have nice hands? Yay! Thank you. Yet another ego boost. I REALLY need that of late. REALLY.
*hops off to bed*

*sits down with confused look*
So. Uhm. *mumbles something about too much time on phone enjoying self a little too much when very tired and laughing way too much...* This has to be some work of the devil I say. Me? Distracted? Phone? Fun? Laugh? With stranger? Holy mother of...hey...it's raining!
OOOHHH RAAAINNNN!!!! *jumps into bed* Bonuit :)

Ok kidding. I have to tell you about my day of course.

Sorry to be ditzy, but dude, my nails are in a mess. I was closing the huge clipart CD cas etoday and it fell on my hand and my thumb nail bent back, and split. There had been a weak spot though. Damn. So all my nails are gone. I have short ugly nails man. *sniff* Not that anyone cares. I suppose I can play the guitar now? Pft. Yeh..right.

This time I'm gone. Gnite! I wuv you all. *muah* Think rain has stopped.

Christ I am tired of hearing about my friends in utter distress, depressed and going through hell. I really hate it. More crime, more suicide, more death on the roads. It's terrifying. One can only hope and keep faith in these times. I need my friends to be happy.

More tv today. Angel Eyes. What the hell. I coulda sworn it was some sort of psycho killer thing, but noooo it was a romance. I watched it anyways. Me sucker.It was good though I guess. Then I spied The Affair of the Necklace. Hm. Interesting. I now have a headache for unknown reasons.
I feel so blah.Spoke to Kevy for a while and vegetated. As usual. Next weekend, I swear I'll have some semblance of a life.

No I don't like you, you don't have a chance with me. Nope, not if you had a car and richer than Trump. I don't give. Why God why? The ones I don't want BREATHING next to me are the ones who are attracted. ARGH.

Me shallow? Nevah. (Gimme a fucking break here please and let me have standards.)

Oh by the way I'm cleaning up my archives, so I'll have only a year or so worth of archives. That should be enough right?

I must see The Hours. Whoever is around - allyuh we have to go see that okay!!! My god. I need to read the book.
Yet another weekend. Home. Watching lots of tv though, so I guess that's a far cry from the past 2 weekends when had only slept.
I watched Original Sin last night. Point Break I had to see again because had forgotten it mostly. Surfing looks beautiful, but it's so hyped up on film...sigh. I hate big waves :P

*sigh* I need to get on track and watch gazillions of movies dammit.

Am certain there is more to say, but I want to get to bed and sleep away the day. Hahaha.

In Point Break there was one line which really stood out and I can't remember it. *opens Google window*
Bodhi says : Fear causes hesitation, and hesitation will cause your worst fears to come true. You project strength to avoid conflict.
Oh yeh that's true.

Hah Arts...I so laughed at that reply. Moi? Spitting mad truths eh? *snicker* So it's true. Poor you dear. Clarity does exist, but you just gotta open up those eyes. Also, you were being overly sarcastic whining about those unconventional maybe boring courses you have to take right? Right? It all connected...which is kinda cool. That makes me wish I was in university all now (yet not). Dammit. I should have been in Boston two years ago.

IT'S FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I am so pooped. I'm sitting here thinking about what to do next; go to watch tv, sleep or watch tv and fall asleep. I want a TV in this room yes, but the problems associated with organising such is way too much hassle.

Labster by the way am beginning to think that you may have something going with the two month theory - but I'll get back to you on that. I'll not jump to lame conclusions and or be freaked out by you or...him.

So I just saw how Justin's design is just kicking all our asses. God I am slow slow slow - sorry nah I'm tired. Hahah the bitch has it changing colour according to time of day. Goddammit boy.

It's been a while since I spent so much bloody time on the phone, and it's almost scary too. I already feel...weird.

The bitch finally put up his new design eh!! Geezus Christ in that pic you're lookin like Vaughn (with the snowball). Also must note, snowball looks like your head. Looks pretty hot though. I liking those blues. Why everyone going blue? Man...must be a popular colour. See why I chose red? :) Justin is a "fucking design Nazi". Indeed.

Mr. MQ - I must say - when you're drunk, you see men...err things in a whole new light. Not that I would know of course. Crystallize? What kind of creatures exist up there anyway? Hah! Sluts.

Okay okay I took off the resize. Happy? Dammit.

So had kinda miserable day today, but lived through it. Indeed.
Hahaha my mommy got a cell phone. I don't know WHAT is going to happen with that. *cackle* I have to teach her how to do mostly everything. Of course I couldn't figure out how the hell to turn it on! There's no power button! Dumb thing... Ericssons suck - but at least that's got some more memory than mine I think...Damn. Bastards. It's got a stopwatch thing too!!! No games though. Hehehe. Yes! Nokia owns it.

I should really starting taking Mike's Apple Talk thingy on yes - I need help.
Tired.
*poof*

My cousin has to always ask how my love life is. "Non-existent" I say. *snicker*

Yes, have made it! Yay! Now can sleep methinks. If only can tear self away from conversations.

*snort @ convo below still*
I shall never forget these happy moments, these times I am laughing my ass off with little shit. Steffypoo made my year start off with quite a lot of laughter (ent STEF! *cackle*). The boy crazy. It wasn't me!!!! I swear!

My would-be web god said he doesn't want to code for me and hates my resize window (orrite go fix), my font (yeh I know I hate it too) and the red in general. Orrite nah! He still not budging on the coding though. Bastard. Anyhow...despite such still love the bobohead. *runs realllly far*

I am deliriously sleepy. I can't sleep now though, because I'll wake up at 1 am again and not be able to sleep until after 3...again!!!! This cannot continue! Must...wear...self...out....
*falls down*

*scratches foot*
I'm sitting here in the dark guessing where the keys are and doing a pretty ok job if I must say so. Stef and I are here chatting. Look at the time! Will never get back to sleep. I bepped out earlier and was having very strange, vivid dreams, which I cannot recall now. Darnit!!! Some of those tend to be cool!!!

Geezus Christ. In the middle of the fucking conversation about me being eaten alive by mosquitoes, this comes from his fingers :

Stefan: lol
Stefan: foot
Stefan: and ank-le
Stefan: and now.....
Stefan: the POWER...
Trace: wtfff
Stefan: mmhmmeh hhEH hhEH
Stefan: see..
Trace: lol
Trace: wda
Stefan: I made you another....Igor...
Trace: u gettin delirious
Trace: LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Trace: OH MY GAWD
Trace: HAHAHHAHAAHHAHAA
Trace: must breathe

For those of you who don't get that, you're either too young, too old or very sad sad child who has had no childhood whatsoever.
With that bit of amusement I shall be off! I hope I can sleep. I doubt.

*settling down*

Sorry for those of you who can only see pictures. *snicker* Gimme a damn break and get IE or Netscape 7 dammit.

Right so - finally...haha Arthur actually thinks this is better eh? Very good. Some of the others hate the red. Hehe. I think I toned it down in the next version. Chinese-ish. This I did not plan, but if some of you look well, it might just be Chinese-ish indeed. Stace knows what I'm talking about. Ssssh don't tell eh!

Aadam is a crazy bunny.
Stac you will make the right decision honey, fear only the packing. For that you shall have to import Dani. Hmm.

So Dr� and I were chatting just now, and well mostly everyone else thinks that Jus will come and blow us all out of the netwater with his new blog design. The bitch is just waiting for us all to come with our new designs, and then snicker and wave his magic fingers and put up something like 100 times better. Bastard! I need a live-in webcodegod like Jus for times like these when am pulling hair out of head with all this stupidness not working.

Vee. Let's switch places for a while puhleeeaaassee. I am very fucking sick of hearing soca now. Every single day in work, all day, the same bloody songs over and bloody over. In the maxis, in the taxis. Arghhhhh!!! I need to get the iMac soon so I can fire up some White Stripes in their ass. Quietly of course. I love my mp3's. *hugs stereo and computer* Now I see the reasoning and need behind a good mp3 player.

James' words are art in itself. Can't wait to see how his site comes together!!

I am tired. I need to take a lovely warm shower and get into my bed - which I doubt is going to happen before 11.

*grumble*
Yes yes I am one cranky bastard.
Thank you for help/comments/critiques on new design. It still needs help. I am going to change it up a bit as to cater for my lack of goddess-like web coder skills. *sigh* Soon enough. I've just come home from a day of toiling in Photoshop.

Fuckity fuck. I reallllyyyyyyyyyyy am not liking this connection. Can't do one fucking thing and I need to upload changes here.
Great.
It's a wonder I even try with this blasted piece of shit thing anymore. Feel like scrapping everything and taking of fthe whole fucking blog. This happens every time. Why? I need a web coder god. I think I shall retire from html type stuff early. Truly this is the most irritating thing ever.

I think this should work now.
Mudda ass piece of shit.
If you use Netscape you can go to bloody hell because it's fucked up. Okay?
Let's hope there's not a lot of blind people reading this.
Also did not mean for it to be so red, but then, it's a mood.

Hmm well it's not done yet eh people, so, don't kill me yet. Links, comments and links to fix up, maybe this stinky font.
For now I shall retire.

*test*

Good god. I just saw that Blogger has a million registrations. Holy shit. That gives "a million blogs" a wholllle new meaning. Ah yes. New bloggers, Kayode (what the hell is Spidey doing???) and James - welcome to the fray. Get web hosting, and get it fast - I'm not liking blogspot layouts!! At least Kay is an excellent writer and James is an artist. Their blogs shall be linked. Soon. I swear.
Christ I have now 17 main blogs to check daily. What the hell.

On that thought....I want ice cream!!!!

Well today wasn't all that bad. Learnt some new Photoshop thingys as well as some Illustrator tricks. Whee. Didin't go as terribly as I'd thought.Thank goodness do not have to work weekends...yet.

Must must must do blog. You know how things shut down for a while when I'm uploading and republishing and cursing right....well don't be surprised if you see a blank page this weekend.

Gah am pile of emotional crap. Swish swish. Hope tomorrow goes well else will crumple up in little ball and die. Maybe.

Foreword :This post is not for the faint of heart. Excuse my beautiful language but it's been a shitty day. Leave me alone let me vegetate like an oversized grape.

UGH UGH UGH. Frustrating day really. Fuckery. Not to mention, this evening, like at 4:25, I'm there chilling, putting away magazines (still working mind you), I happen to laugh, probably it was more than my usual snicker - a little gigglier, (but not my skettel laugh or cackle). The boss lady comes in like 2 minutes after, when we've shut up and goes, "keep it down, you'll disturb the others, it's not 4:30 yet you know". I mumbled a quick "oops sorry" and continued stacking the magazines. What the FUCK was that about? I'm sorry but I'm there since flippin 7:20 this bloody morning doing work, I worked my ass off today, give me a bloody laugh break. Grr. Disturb who? Obviously she-who-can-hear-every-goddamn-fucking-word being-said. No one else is even around to care. Evereyone is getting ready to go home. Oh for godsakes. It was going okayish, but yet, very very shitty and that last thing upset me way more than it should have. I don't think I should have to deal with that bullshit. Ugh.

Need distraction of some sort. Sleep? Then I won't sleep later, and will be up late, and when I try to sleep will have nightmares when I finally get to sleep. *breathes*

I tell you, chocolate chip cookies are alright, but this calls for a lot more. Ice cream anyone?

Yay! Am learning things. New things. Wheee. I hung out with the darkroom guy today, learning how to strip negs and suchlike and burn plates and all. Wooo!
Gods...am working way too hard. I spent all night preparing artwork for tomorrow (that I have NO energy to finish now) that the shitty G3 cannot fucking accomplish in work. Dammit.Need to finish. It's a big job too and CANNOT mess it up! Must look perfect because this is one of the biggest events...like...for entire Carnival season. Ack!
*sniff* I want to carry my Pc - my baby to work. My Photoshop rules more! Hah!

Oh and hello. :) Ohh some of the scopes in town sont fran�ais. Pas mal.
Stacypoo will write v v soon, as soon as am de-worked.

This is the blog that refused to publish last night that I had to save and post now! Sheesh.

*sigh* This blasted thing is not publishing when it needs to.
Right.
So.

1. Taxes suck royal arse. Have to get organise so that goverment will take the very little I have not earned just yet. Have to fill out ickypoo forms. Nasty I say.
2. Secretaries who may have DRS (delayed reaction symdrome) are annoying. Is there something in my teeth?
3. see 1. and 2.

Also, uhm, there was much scoping today in town to be had. Your girl's eyes were wide wide open and very happy indeed.
Hah. Oh my fucking gawd. Seemed to have picked up old man who-can-be-my-father. Look like he was v v hot in his day though. Tsk. If only 30 years younger. Ok I lie, maybe 20...15? Who bloody well knows. Who cares though, the thought is outrageously gross. Dirk and I had big discussion about such. Sickos. Am sick of em all.

Yayyyyy Shivy on radio calling out mah full bloody name. Hehehe. I feel sooo speshul.

Jus a disparu :( Hoping to see gorgeous new layout soon. Can't say the same for self. Yikes. I actually have done the layout, it's just to pull things together, and well the coding is grosslike. Steffypoo please send rest of pics at some point when you are able to breathe. Thanks *muah*

Sleep time. I was falling asleep all day in work. Obviously needing several shots of Ephedrine. Many many... gods, no wonder most artists are drug addicts or smoke or something. Christ. Also when one must stay inspired and driven? Argh. Must...stop...thinking.

Today : Had much better day. Tons of work, which I happened to finish and still have time to do goofy drawings. *grin* Am annoyed that do not have zip drive at home, so cannot even bring home the cool stuffz. :( Will try though.
More scoping...oot.

Hahaha *points at drunkasfish Stef and Arts etc*
Okay, so my weekend has gone. I've slept through most of it I believe, and sleep was just interrupted by a few hours in between of being awake and floating around doing nothing of real worth. Yay

Again, I have tons of e-mails to write and I don't know where to start. Stac, keep your head up and out of banality in such a beautiful place?
Blah.
I need a secretary.

Yayyyy Jussy called! Yayyyyy! Was just so fantastic to hear from him. :) He called back later when the boys - Arts, Stef and Ross had arrived. When I left them they were about to play knock romey (spel.) for drinks. Spoke to all my boys. Yayyy! Arts...hehe yay! :) Wolfenstein wh0ring bastards.

Justin's portfolio rules!

Ok have had a wittle Baileys and am beppish, so goodnight.

Am awake and chilling here. I hate being home now - well with mother around that is.
*yawn*
Have finished work so just sitting here thinking about my room that needs to be cleaned and such.

This boy has me looking at cars that I probably won't be able to have any time soon. Car freak. He showed me pictures of Fast and Furious 2. Werd.
Feeling to vegetate again in bed. I should clean though, if the girls are coming later. *sigh*

I owe you all humungous-sized blogs. I know I know. Bear with me, I'm sleepy when I get home and or doing work! Yes extra work when I arrive at my domicile.

Work Report
Work has been cool so far - amazingly for the first week. I'm settling in alright and getting familiar with the people and the place. I'm still relatively quiet, but getting to know the guys. It's kinda quiet (boring?) in the art room, which I would have imagined to be more uhm alive. There's not enough posters and pretty things. Not a bad colour scheme - nice periwinkle blue, which is a favourite of mine. Creativity is needed. Badly. Wish could re-decorate it all. It IS an art room after all. It's small...after all it is a small business. Small, cramped, but cosy I suppose. I'm thinking there is way too much light in there. One little radio in the darkroom provides the music - which is not really my taste. Wish I could organise some headphones, but will have to take that up with boss. Gah. Will wait a while.

Think need to have talk with either receptionist or boss to find out what the hell I am allowed to do to be more comfortable. Think when new computer comes in and I get the old iMac (grr), and I establish self at desk properly, will have to decorate my little espacio. Need pretty, fuzzy, glittery things. Will probably get stolen! Gah. I obviously need to work with crazy people. These folks aren't very crazy. It's a shame too. *think*

I have my lunch right in there. There's no real lunch room - just a small small kitchen with 2 Rubbermaid chairs. Not very spiffy. I could go out and chill maybe in the net cafe around the corner, but that's boring, because there's no one to hang with - yet. Shaun should be back at work soon so I figure things will get better...I hope. Thank God someone half familiar in the building, but he isn't working with me. :( Still thanking art room gods for being able to eat there. Can also take shoes off and no one complains - perhaps because my feet smell nice too I guess.

There's no phone, so if you want to chat with moi please call me on cell. *sniff* Yes I get really bored at lunch time. Remind me to switch to Postpaid soon. Ugh. Have a million voice mails andcannot check unless I put money on phone, which is disgusting to do. *stewps*

So I'm into these Macs now. I'm working with a G3 for the past week - horrid Convent* colour (turquoise), but workable and slow as hell, but decent. Unfortunately working with Photoshop 5.5 (think am going to carry in 7 very soon) and Illustrator 8 (which is hell because there's no pretty features. also want to convert them to using 10, but there may be bugs...but still!). Ever see a Mac crash? I can show you. Several times too. Boom! PC's have the blue screen of death, Macs have an itsy bitsy little message with a stupid bomb on it. I don't know which is worse. Really.

Notes : * - Convent colour. I have an aversion for turquoise now - even though I believe it is my birthstone. After wearing a dark turqoise skirt for 7 years, I hate wearing, seeing, having anything to do with that colour. :P Just so you know if you didn't already.

Anyways I'm getting half used to dragging self out of bed via cell alarm at 5:30 am. Ungodly hours I tell you. Sometimes I almost nod off in work in the afternoons coming down to 4:30. If I get a good job though I brighten up. If it's a cruddy job I want to just crawl under the desk amind many cables and just drift off. Sleep has been a rare commodity, so with that I'm back off to bed. Last night I turned in pretty early and got up around 4 this morning and have been doing work, and othe rmiscellaneous clean-up (no not room) activities. Gosh room needs cleaning today. According to Rav, this adult responsibility things sucks. Am so vegging today. I hope. The girls should be here tonight chilling. There is Bailey's after all.

"Friday: approaches" Hhaahahha I am still cracking up at Aadam's blog - on MONDAY the boy posted that...
Yes yes yes! TGIF! Not the restaurant! Ok well TGIF in 40 minutes, but still....TGIF! Whee!
I need to find something to do after work.
Ladies? Gents? Shall we chill? Call me - whoever.

Uhm.
Sleep.
Saw LOTR:TT again this time in Movie Towne. Cooooooooooooooooooool! There's a store in the mally thing with gorgeous fluffy. furry, sparkly, glittery, pretttttyyy thingamajigs. Must go back.

Adios amigos will tell tale of week as soon as I get a chance.

Need to sleep. Like now. I slept a couple hours maybe, got up, here, must sleep. Now. Argh. 5:20 am I set my alarm for. What fun what fun. Must walk out of here when it's still dark and cold. Oh dear Lord.

*looks at Stace's blog* Awww. My God...never would have ever thought...hehe.

Cannot imagine how Stace must be feeling. As he left I stood there sombre, feeling like part of me was leaving. Am gonna miss the bastard but hey, there's always MSN. I guess. *sniff* I miss Jussy too. Why why oh why? Not quite sure but this time around (I must be getting old), I feel so much more attached heart and soul to my peoples.
It's been probably one of the better times around....even though Jus and gang weren't around, even though the lovebirds were lovey dovey no matter. Stac missed quite a bit as well. Behold! Old age and nostalgia.
Dars and I figure soon people are going to start getting married (*looks at couples amongst us*), and just the thought of that is horrific.Brrr. I'll probably not in that running :) I'll decorate for the weddings though, do all the invitations and such.
Ah the girls have a bottle of Bailey's to finish. *snicker* Woo hoo!
Am sooo tired. Need sleepytime. Need to arise at ungodly hour in the morning. Yuck.

Oh what the hell. Why did that not publish?
*groans*

Sleeeeeep to be had.

Congrats Stace and Stef! *hugs*

Due to Dani's report (and just seen Stac's too), have just read VSD of Aragorn and Theoden - the new ones. Go grace Cassie Claire's blog with your readership. Am bored home - got dressed up (my fault for not waiting) for absolutely nothing. so I look fabulous and smell wonderful and I have to stay in and stare at my bloody four walls and or parents. Not fun. I have some overdue html and layout design to do however, so I suppose this will bode well for the web gods. Shall they have mercy on me for ignoring the re-design process for so very long?

I still smell good. By the way, Vivid - Liz Claiborne is yummy. Perfumes always welcome gifts.

I see people doing the review on the past year thing. Hmm. *ponders for a moment* This year will be a positive steppng stone for my career (at least if nothing else).

I see the mush-bloggers. I envy them in some odd way and yet not. I don't want to go through that soon again. I feel Stace's and Stef's pain. I can't imagine Aadam's and Stacy's. Feeling all nostalgic that the time is coming to an end ...prematurely. I'm gonna miss the boys. However, I guess this only happens once or twice a year. It's been so great. Must do review thing.

It's Friday already. Where has the week disappeared to? I'm not even getting a chance to tell you about Ole Years night or anything. Goodness!!!
Stop "mudderss"-ing at me Rich. :P I lack good eye candy alright!

"Across the night it was the moon that stole my slumber, across the night, I fell in love with people sleeping" - Silverchair

DRED!!! Stac got new layout! Good god woman stop putting me to shame and stop shocking me already. Excuse me Ms I-have-lotsa-time-to-play-on-pretty-compooters-and-have-dsl. Damn bitch had that one up her sleeve to surprise us all! Wtf!
Must remember to do that sometime.
Anyways I lovvvve that! Think am going to use that site for serious err "inspiration".

Right. Finally able to blog.

HAPPY NEW YEAR tout le monde! I love you all. You must know yourselves.

1. Steffypoo is a crazy bitch and I love him dearly. We cannot go a day/lime/meeting without cussing each other and life would not be the same without such luxuries. Stories imminent.
2. Two Towers is very very cool. Review soon when most have seen it and shall not spoil it for the unfortunate souls who have not viewed such wondrous film-making.
3. Legolas and band elves are very fucking hot. Like wow.
4. I love my friends. *kisses and hugs all around*
5. Dani and I are on the same type of scope level...even more so now. *grin* God boy in blue polo v v v v jumpable. Don't mind ears or craters or whatever else is wrong with him in her eyes. That's ok. Asian prince though? Spotted and scoped at same time? Woo hoo.
6. *SNORT* Stef. LOL. I am sooo tempted to type up a page of lols, but as in 1., stories to come.

So much more to say, but am terribly pooped, and have so many things to do/finish by you know, today.