You know, I don't know what's the story. I didn't want to go to Balandra all weekend, but everyone wants me to go. Maybe I should go. Maybe I'll have fun? Lemme see. No computer, no mp3's (most importantly), no MSN (ok ok I miss you guys right), and well...bleh. Possibility (very teensy) that will actually have fun. 3 youngies will be there not including baby cousin. Ranging from 16-21. One hottie out of the bunch. The other 2 being cousins. Dear God help. I sorta wanted to lime with the girls. Stace told me to behave and go my way considering hottie is there to be scoped. Of course hottie is just like another cousin...kinda. *sigh*

I'm all dilemma-like. Hating Blogger. Loving being home. Yesterday was lovely being home - finally!
Vee mad yes. Hehehehe. I shall be doing a layout for her soon. Once I can get myself together and finish all the other outstanding work I have.
Hellew important people!
Trillian Pro is cool I guess. Still have to play with it more. Hehehe. Thanks Jhaggypoo.

Yes yes I know I'm blogging ok! Also writing

Right so all of Sunday I helped Danipoo out with her project. Yay she got through with i I believe so that's good. Thennn. Monday oh I ended up at the beach - of all places. Heehehe. Woo Toco was fun indeed though did not bathe or anything...didn't make too much sense at the time and was too lazy to get wet andhave to actually change etc.

Emir is distracting me from blogging. Dammit man. These overly cute smileys on his forum...good grief. Hilarious really. *glare* However cannot resist. *wave* My god will you please bookmark me now? Huh huh? Better had.

Yes! So!!! Today I was chilling in UWI all day, feeling like crap because my tummy is in a mess (for certain obvious reasons), but Mabs and Kerrie and gang cheered me up enough so that have gotten enough love to last a wittle...wittle while. We're there sprawled off beind SAC taking in some breeze talking shit. Ah the life.

Am thinking seriously about going back to school. Gah. Going to that place where I've been ducking like.. most of my life. Oh God. I'll see of course what my options are. I have a few and am slightly confused. Just need a day or 2 for myself to make some calls. Languages? Marketing? Oh help. Ackity ack.

Carnival I don't knwo what the hell to do. I want my people, I want beach and it seems I cannot have both at the same time. :( Grr. I may go with mom and aunt etc to Balandra again but only for a couple days maybe. Joy. Hate being away from civilisation, especially with no Mr. Compy and none of my babies. The boys, the girls. Bah I say. Maybe will have fun and meet hot boys? Haven't bloody well before - what makes this year any frigging different? Sleep time nothing more to report I think.

Am shweepy bunny. Ooh. Bed looking good.
Finally saw FOTR extended version. I tell ya, if my name was Legolas I'd tell Aragorn to hurry up and take me NOW. Mother of Elves, *sigh* he is hot. Both of them. Tsk. Have you ever noticed the UBER SEXY way Aragorn says "Legolas"? Christum. Vee said "On the floor now bitch" added to the "take me now". Rofl. Kevy let me watch it by him this evening/tonight. 3.5 friggin hours of sitting there doing nothing but exercising my eyes. *grin*

I shall sleep on that.

Wtf @ Jussy's hair. Looks like a fucking abominable snowman gone awry. Sorry hon! *hug* Am tired :)
"So Indian" is..just...so! *snort and run far far away*
Staceypoo - blog!
I wanna go to Paris toooo.

There was something else.
Argh face sorta peeling. Man this is all so random. Bad me.
No have not been drinking. Only peanut punch from Kev.

Finally getting the time to write this over. I am tanned yay! I am hoping it lasts a little while, though my nose is already peeling. Of course I'm not sure if it's from the tan or the constant wiping of runny nose over the weekend. I'm still a tad stuffed up and can only taste food sometimes, but I'll be fine soon. So I'll start with a rundown of my weekend and stuff from Friday, since I just have been neglecting my poor blog.

Friday: Thank you sweet Jesus it's over. Woo hoo. Despite being jobless and slightly miffed because am feeling unwanted and rejected in that place, I am happy. It was a stressful week indeed. I got paid and am a bunny. Hop hop.
The whole Valentine's bullshit didn't really affect me. Spent time with Stace, Ria (got a wittle prezzie aww isn't that the sweetest thing ever?), Tash, and Shaun. Poor Shaun and or lucky Shaun. I'm not quite sure how he felt. Gleeful or scared for his life with us 4 girls.
TGIF is frightfully expensive (on a puny budget) but I don't care - I had to treat myself one last time to a lovely meal. I mean really. I deserved it after all. Mudslide. Mmm yummy. Calories for years.
Did manage to scope hot boy (who scoped back?) at opposite table who brought two very young children. So hmm. Of course though, the usual. Got dumb. Duh. Do you expect any less of me? *grin*
Got home early enough to pack, burn mp3s and get about 2 hours sleep before heading off to Tobago. Aaaah.

Saturday:
Tobago. Aaah.
Cutie latinos on plane. Muahaha. Got in around 7:30 am and chilled out by my cousin. Got to Pigeon Point around mid morning. Bloody $18 TT per person to get into there for the day! "Eeek!", I exclaimed. You have to wear these flourescent wristbands while you're there and they don't come off! Argh. I thought they'd melt in the water or something but nooo. Dar. The water was gorgeous (too much seaweed I say) but fucking freezing. The sun was blazing too, and I didn't get much of a tan.
Scoping? Well let's just say. No. Apparently my cousin knows one of the cuties on the plane. Dayum.
People kept calling me. Haha that was funny when I had to say "Hey guess where I am? (waves in background against shoreline)" Tee hee.
By the time I got home (stayed by my cousin) I was so pooped, considering I wasn't allowed any sleep. I fell right to sleep and woke up sniffly. Took some drugs, and hung out for a while and slept again.

Sunday:
Store Bay was the scene. Lovelier water even though there were a few more waves...it was breezy that day. Water was eerily cold and I think I got even more sick from that - in and out of the cold water, nose running, sneezing, hot hot sun and all that. Joy.
The hottest thing seen for the day was a wonderfully handsome guy in shades with the most sexy British accent in the world. I stuck like a top with glue and tar in mud.
Got home, made sure to bathe early, get hair dry before I got to sleep. Got online that night. Haha! Yay! Finally!

Monday:
Got up late enough, feeling like shit, rain falling, and everyone not feeling to go out. We stayed in, I slept more and watched tv and endured way too much cigarette smoke. Ugh. I was going loony with it. Between my aunt and my cousin I'm not sure who is worse.

Tuesday:
Rainy morning, then we decided no way this is the last day let's go to the beach. No one had a good tan and mom and aunt definitely had intentions of getting their tans.
Back to Pigeon Point. Gack. More money to spend and with shitty expensive lame food there being sold. Fucking bastards. Anyways the water was GREAT and the sun was blazing! This time the water wasn't that cold despite huge amounts of seaweed in certain spots. Ewww. I got soo tanned. Hah! Damn you all! Finally my legs are brown. Woo hoo!
Home at last! All my duties were to begin. Homework (again) for my baby cousin and calls to make and all that tra la la. Got to see In The Bedroom though! Weirdness.

Today (finally!)
Have done absolutely nada! Muahahaha! Actually my whole body is weary. I got up early, had breakfast, lounged around, went to sleep, got up. Then mom tol dme that I have a job thingy to check out, so I arranged for tomorrow. I'll tell you about it tomorrow if things work out I guess. *shrug* There I was starting to begin my life home again? Things work out I suppose.

I still need to clean out my room and attempt some sort of redecoration. Also have to make a few calls, get stuff in order, finish some work, begin some sort of gym schedule (argh - must must must go), and lots and lots more.

I probably have way more to say, but am all out now. My desk is a friggin mess. Look at paper! Eeep!

Bloody hell. I just wrote the coolest blog and Blogger/the net ate it!!! Grr!!
Hello from Tobago! Am alive and tanned and sick as a dog. Mom's fault! It's fun though I guess. Have picked up nothing. At all. Go figure. Not like there's much to look at. The tourists ... mostly retired folks. There are a few hottie youngies but most taken I suppose. Eeek @ time.. I should rest up shouldn't I?

Am outta here. Off to Tobago for the weekend (well till Tuesday actually). Have a good weekend folks. I'l probably drop in to blog at some point once my cousin's computer + net is functioning. Have to wake up at 4:45 am. Dunno how. Eeep! 3 hours sleep. Fuck!

Am very fucking tired. Missing ranting and I have quite a lot of it to do and don't even have that much time to do THAT! Goodnight. I love you all very much. Jhagroo. What the hell man - you had to make me look ickypoo. *cringe @ pics*

Week going way too slow. Only Tuesday ugh!!!! Want it to ennnndddd!!!! Can't wait til Friday! Freeeedooommmm!!! I look forward hopefully to a free week in which I can do stuff I need to do. I have to call up a few course places, find out about my options, uhm, work on some Flash and enjoy a few days off and probably do work in between. This is my solemn wish!

I should sleep. I have work and I have to be all...awake. Wonderful.

Hahaha I am such a geek. Will I ever settle down.

Hey no one's commenting. *sniff*

Well I never made it to the mall. Ended up with Ed doing work. Bin learning Flash. Let's hope I remember it. Now where the fuck did I put my Flash stuff? Anywhos also ended up by my cousin who threw a party. Haha I'm a crasher. I only just got home, had a loverly warm shower and should sleep in a little bit since no one is actually awake right now for me to blabber to. I wish I could wake Jhagroo's ass up. Wakke up bitch!!!! *kick*

Anyways. I basically slept/chilled through the entire party. My cousin's door closed helped to filter some of the music. I watched tv. Then slept. In the same damn clothes I had on, feeling bloody cold, but his blanky was nowhere to be found. I arose around what? 3? Hehe the party was over and things were getting cleared up. Woo. Home time :) Not like I would have had much more fun at home mind you.

I see Aadam is having a ball and HAS seen France in daylight. Hahahaha. Ooh. Let me shuddup now.
Artsypoo...uhm I have nothing to say but I felt to call you Artsypoo. Tee hee. I swear have had no alcohol.
*ducks out* Oh look my bed...mm pillows...blankyy!! Whee!

I mean, there's not much more to say from last night. Jhagroo woke me up at fucking 3:38 am with his fucking SMS. Geezus Christ. That was funny. I'm all bleary eyed and attempting to read the bloody message(S)! Cell phones are evil. I got up reached for phone kept pressing shit because I culdn't see and was reading the same message over and over and I know there was about 4. Think I eventually found it.

Am rambling but there's nothing much else to talk about. Imagine that. I just felt I owed my viewing public some sort of text garbage.
I believe I shall be out this afternoon...doing what I am not certain...but out for sure. Nyah nyah. I need more sleep but sleep is for weaklings right?

I think I had a weird dream last night but of course cannot remember. When I open my eyes sometimes I just forget about it all.

So I was thinking this week about my whole shitload of issues. Yes what a task. How horrific can it get all at once. The problem now is how the fuck am I going to get over them. I can't really tell you all my issues of course because then I'd have to kill you - we don't want that now do we? *wields hammer* I guess I have to work on it. *sigh*

I need to take this site down a while. Did I say that already? I need to keep just my blog on frostbytei. This link is way too bloody long. So yeh shall do that at some point.

Am alive am alive. Barely. So so so so sleepy. Dammit. Nitey nite! Will type more tomorrow!

I should sleep about now. Am not that annoyed anymore. Thank you Jhagroo. Haha.
I know what Vee feels.
*sigh*

TGIF. Yay. I'm hungry too. Ok no well am not really hungry...it's just that saying that reminds me of the restaurant. Hm. Anyways. Uhmmm. Work's actually been rather busy and I'm pooped and I keep falling asleep when I get home. Just for a little, then I'll get up...function and drop off too late and be miserable all day. Once I have good s tuff to do though it's alright.

So, when you notice the person really scoping you out and he doesn't make a move, do you make the move or leave the bastard to salt? I'm there standing in City Gate for a maxi. I arrive and I spot the boy who has scoped me before (so I thought but shrugged it off as the person behind me scope). He spins around and looks at me. I'm not exactly sure about the look on my face though. I probably looked confused, sweaty, annoyed... and more confused, because I was trying to figure out if the look was a scope look or a look like "I know you...don't I? You're that..girl...ent? Err I think..so what if I say hi...but I'm looking at her and she's looking at me and not saying hi. Maybe I don't know her. Hmm I don't wanan make an ass of myself nah" At least that's what goes through my head when I'm trying to figure out if it's the person I'm thinking about who I think I recognise. So, after the 1st time he turns back around. Then he spins around again. Wtf? So I kinda just look at him. I think he thinks I'm someone he may know. I guess. Pretty eyes. Dammit. I want his eyelashes! It's not fair!!!! I want to think I was being scoped though. (Yes I feel very unloved of late)

Bonuit!

Justin is a big tief hehe.

Rather fucking annoyed. Ugh. Shitty week overall. Wish it would bloody well end and nothing was required of me.

Why are you depressed Arts? *hugs* Another one eh? E-mail me if need be though I know you may not want to...but I'll be around.

Work is boring. This last 2 weeks is dragging, but I learnt some darkroom stuff yesterday. Yay I guess. Boss is pissing me off generally. No one knew I am going to be leaving so I finally told the boys. That's it though. They were sort of shocked - like just about everyone bloody else.

Hopefully can stay awake today.'

Met Dars' boy. Hehehe. :) He's cool so yay!

Just thought I'd drop in before I drop off to dreamland.
Hi.
Bye!
Work pissed me off today, let's hope tomorrow's better! I need sleep!!!

Heh yay for Dars! YAY!!! YAY!!! Lol suddenly I am the odd woman out. *snort* Go me...or something. Go her actually! Woo! If only her blog would work now.

I am fed up of stupid annoying unmannerly cheap assholes and people who only think about themselves alone. Right there said it. Punkass bitches.
Excuse me,but leave me alone let me curse the gods of the assholes. Bunch of fucking dimwits if you ask me.

At least Dars news is the good thing for the day. Muahaha. Stace please call me in work tomorrow! Lunch time!

*flops*

Soooo....is flirting with a taken person very bad? I mean...especially if they're flirting back...and all. Tsk. Moi? Innocent really.

I am really a little child you know. Me hanging with...lemme see...people not exactly my age and younger. Christum I think I was one of the oldest ones there - maybe with 1 other. Anyways...uhm I didn't feel that old :) At least they make me feel wanted! Yay so I actually got out today. Woo wee!

Oh hell...I need a new blog. Hahaha. I need to blog thinnngggss.

I've been good I swear. *twing* Well...sorta.

Oh my fucking god. Where do I even start today? It was one of those bloody days. I kept asking the gods to have mercy on my poor whithered soul. I figure if I start having more days like this I'll begin to think am very hot indeed. Anyways that's another story.

First of all I'm again jobless. Why you say? Gasping and all. I know. Hold on. They claim (well it's kinda true), there's no work coming in at all. It's sort of just trickling in, and for the past week have not done much of worth. They can't afford to keep me with my salary when it doesn't make sense. That's so you know I wasn't caught doing anything illegal. :) So I'm looking for another job!

You know there are those days when you go invisible? Not today. Scoped many a hot boy, who actually scoped back. *gasp* Was it my outfit (which is typical and hasn't turned that many heads before), or my perfume (there's a whole thing on pheromones which I may or may not have blogged about), or like...my hair in a mess or something. I don't get it still. Thanks Anna for making me wear that top! Hahaha. "Black too conservative!"

I'm in one of my very strange moods. Not happy, not sad, not depressed, not jubilant...you know those. Just there. I'm half hyper, but, gee, it's wearing off.

The one dude I actually picked up, *snort*. That was interesting. I walked in the gaming room, and headed towards the middle. This guy spins out on the rolly chair and says "Hi!" Me being the idiot that I am am thinking to myself "aww fuck who is this? If I know him I can't remember him for nothing. He says: "I've never seen you here before" Me: *looking puzzled*, retorts "Well neither have I - who are you?" This is after I pretend that I actually remember him and saying Hi how are you wsup and all that. Good grief - making complete ass of self. I tell you today was not good. Then he proceeds to be grinning at me for unknown reasons and half following me around. Brr. Me? *squeak squeak*

I thought this was longer, but, uhm, there's stuff that can't be blogged about that I'll have to tell you all individually.

"Fill your paper with the breathings of your heart." - William Wordsworth. That reminds me of McKain and Stac!

Aadam's off to France tomorrow morning bright and early. Bon voyage!!!

Also, just to note - I hate government offices.