There should be a disclaimer to the following blog, but I don't know. *ponders for less than a second* Nah. Maybe not. ('Cause I bad so aight? *pose*) For all the good karmic shit I've racked over the last...never...I'm gonna lose it now. :)

I must relate lovely tale of Saturday. It would be a pity not to, for this is one of those golden moments; one of those days when you feel the world is a wonderful place despite such things as "nice" guys who are unfortunately taken.

Enter Daria/Jane.

I was required to be present at a photo shoot. Yes with models. Not "real" models, but I guess they did the job. To say the least. I thought to myself - god, how irritating it would be to the only lame looking one amongst the beautiful people. Sure enough yes that groovy old feeling again - ancient, bedraggled, ugly, whaleish (in comparison to the twigs), generally uncomfortable and bored. The location offered a less-than-gorgeous landscape and as for male specimen well that was non-existent.

Ah just imagine it now. Nice smoke-filled, already-brown, blazing mountains not too far away, lovely oil-slicked, murky sea water, hardly a breeze to move a grain of my disheveled hair. The atmosphere was just right. Sitting there chilling, looking around at the polluted bay. Yeh! What a life man!

We got settled and I was just settling into my nice faux-rattan chair and admiring the pretty faux-glass topped table with classy iron base. Suddenly there were noises. It seemed that the people who owned the place decided to treat us better and move our chairs and tables for us. We obviously weren't comfortable enough so they brought us some nice dirty, old, cracked, unsteady white plastic chairs and tables. I had to scream at one of the moving guys - "HEY that's a cake there!!!" He put the table legs on top of the covered cakes that we had just laid out. Oh yes the legs are removable on these new tables.
Now we were all set for action!

I wondered if most people realised I was there. The most I would get is a "excuse me" and "uhm can you move you're in the shot" type stuff. If I did get my presence noticed it would have been - "werd...what's she doing here? ew that is not a model." It was hilarious. I just sat around actually looking probably very bored, annoyed or no way interested in anything that was going on. In fact I wasn't.

Mostly amazed at the lack of creativity by the directors, and photographers I sat and observed thinking about how much more brilliantly executed it could have been and thinking about getting home as quickly as possible. Trying to make friends in this place was near impossible. Models? Conversation? The people I was with were too busy to bother so I had to make do with myself and the airheads.
I almost fucking barfed when the girl next to me saw another young girl being photographed and went "awww isn't it great?" and smiling and almost clapping with joy. Oh help me Father. I gave her my sympathetic look. Damn. It was certainly a sad little moment that verified the whole lack of brains thing around the place. Oh God my IQ!

Eventually, the sun was going down, and the pictures seemed shittier. It could have been just me of course. I decided to take action because I knew the idiots did not have proper lighting. Started walking around directing one girl to do this and that. I think I got some of what I needed.

The evening wore on. Night came. They weren�t done. Amid harsh words here and there (oh no not mine!) people were getting tired and exasperated I think.
Somehow I managed to occupy myself doing this and that, eating all the goodies the twigs didn�t eat, and talking to this one and that one (the sane ones that is). Yes my IQ saved in the nick of time!

Finally finally we left there after about 7 hours of torture . Males! Males! You know I�m not a girly girl so the surplus femme vibe phenomenon was just not my style. Phew. And then there were males.

Passed through Movietowne to check out the scene. Apparently there is buzzing on a weekend at night? Now this is another mini-story. Oh boy.

I was tired, sticky, trying to regain some lost brain cells and obviously and not very interested in rich, middle aged people speaking of their house down the islands (dahling!) and their dogs needing caviar. It was opening night for some new frozen yogurt place. God. Come on. The slushy sucked! There were free drinks but I was hydrated at the moment. Maybe I'll try to yogurt bit later on when you kow, I'm rich and wanting to feed it to my poodle. Right.

I stood there lost, not fitting into the m�lange of snotty white businessmen, young snotty white businessmen�s kids, and gay people. I call it the har-har-har mix. You can just hear my eyes rolling to the back of my head now can�t you? I looked at the too-buffed guy. This one�s so buffed that his head is too small for his body now. He�s a big guy - tall, very muscular, not bad looking, but come ON!! Holy shit, don�t know when to stop when your biceps are bigger than your head?

Truly! Some people! The nerve!

My day ended with a nice shower and some down-to-earth coolass people. I think. I hoped for that at least. Okay I was sleepy I can�t remember ok!

As for yesterday well I slept. Thank God � a day at home. All day. Home. Whee! Got nothing done in room but sleep, but hells yeh baby I could so live with that!!

Today now. I wish for the same, but alas. I doubt it.

*sleeping*

It's been a busy week really. I need some time and alone in this house to recuperate. I doubt I'll get that. Ugh. Someone's always around. It's not fair I tell you.

Iridescent fuckin coolie here I heard through the fucking grapevine! Dammit. Hope bitch bloody well calls - and soon!!!
Hum. Have things to do today. Must sleep. Now.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Isps are evil evil things.

*curses*

I hope Jus is coming! Yay? Hehehe. Lol @ Stac.

What other short quick news do I have?
Uhm. No nothing exciting. Sorry.

I renewed my driver's permit yesterday. Was waiting nearly 2 fucking hours for the piece of shit thing. Picture is not as horrid as ID card so I suppose that's good enough.
Need to talk to Dars...if only frigging ISP will let me - especially at bloody night. Dammit.
Last night I got so frustrated I went to bed - hence why I am awake now. That's good though - can leave this place early enough.

I am in a serious mood apparently. Feeling to cuss every asshole (now pronounced ash-o-lay - from some movie I watch today) that I come into contact with. It's funny actually. It's fun at times.
Then there's the cool people I just want to hug, the ones who I miss desperately.

I really should clean up my room. There's this huge pile of art stuff in the wardrobe at the bottom that needs to neaten up. oh God. When I'm home though I don't feel like touching that thing. :(

Blah. More random shit. Sorry am not entertaining. Moodiness indeed. Am also hungry - at this hour? Ugh.

Was to be blogged last night but my connection died at some point.

Funny how my chipperosity (� 2003 me) can die so quickly. Ok it's not totally gone though. Am basically very cool. Cold actually.
Had good lime with the girls (and a few boys). Stac is well and only a little pale. You know I really wonder what would happen if I was in v cold climate for a while. I would never get as luminescent as Gosine however. :)

Am sleepy, but good.
So what's exactly the point of a relationship? I was asked this question earlier and I didn'tknow what to answer. This kind of female/male war in misunderstanding, complexity
vs simplicity blah the lot of it is so annoying. Fact remains? We're doomed. Doooomeeeeddd. *thunder and lightening*

/end

Right so am awake finally. I slept in today which felt so good. I don't think I've slept like that in a little while Very wow. Have not gtten out house today. Not sure if that's a good or bad thing. Tomorrow I'll be busy no doubt.

I have to renew my driver's permit. Dude. I have not driven in exactly 3 years. Fuckery I say. I'm a scaredy cat without a car and with a daddy who refuses to let me drive. I really don't think he trusts me. Christ he still fucking says be careful when he sees me with a knife. I know I can be clumsy but not THAT fucking clumsy. Give me a wide open space and a car to drive, full tank of gas and I'll become a pro I swear. Sweeeaaarrrr. I'm sick of this travelling shit - heck I never liked it. Am fed up. Need car. I live too far from proper civilization. I honestly can do without the natives, but probably not the solace. *sigh* Hence - conclusion. Need car - orrrrr maybe man/woman with car who will teach me willingly and lovingly. *looks around* Will pay for gas? Vee said that one of you have to be my driverreminder bitch next month.

GAHHHH. Mood. Pms? Maybe. General annoyances? Perhaps. Am not very chipper.
Where are my peoples? I miss them. Maybe that's it? Hm no Dars is around, Vee too, and labster, hmmm. Strange. Attention whoring strikes again. Pms too for that matter. Am confused.

-time passes and rants made and boredom ensues-

*looks at horoscope* No fucking way... noooo! ROFLMAO. Dars and Vee know what I'm talking about.... ways. Lab when I see you again I must show you. You'll wanna bonk me over the head. Again.

Woo. This is funny. I can sleep now I think. *shuffles off cracking up still*

Fuck you internet. Stupid bastard. Am so going to bomb your ass. How DARE you? Blasted things. Irritating me.

After a goodish day too.
Hell.

*snort* Way boy. Stef just showed me some picture of him gettin down and dirty in some party. Told him it looks much unlike a "so indian" moment, but more like a "bring d rum because i'm so so indian" moment. Will not post link for fear he will disown me. Let him post his own damn link. :) However there is one "so indian" picture of him that I still have that I must post at some point :) *ducks*

Am official attention whore (again). Hum ho. *whistles innocently* Help help. Must not be must not be. Erk. *slaps self* And yes labster one day I shall be satisfied - I hope.

Have done no work other than collect the stuff I need for the piece. Ugh. I ended up bepping all afternoon, drifting in and out to the sounds of news on the telly. Whoopee. Just cannot concentrate. At all. Am all..antsy and I don't know why.

It's hot and Stacy's due in the country very soon. Would like to go to airport, however, I have just arisen and it's almost lunchtime and I need to do some work. I have to spruce up my portfolio for Monday. Eeek. Tomorrow won't even be home all day and will possibly just fall asleep early. I did nothing really of worth yesterday either so I think I should catch up. Eeeks.

*runs around screaming*

Certain people are being v v distracting of late. Tsk. Is horrible in such a good way. Hum ho.

I couldn't sleep last night because I was hyper. I was flipping through the channels. Cable can be so boring at times. I decided not to watch Betterman (Anime) and I landed on A&E which was showing something called "Beauty in a Jar". A documentary about make-up. Ah yes my kind of thing. Turns out there's so much history I didn't know about. Wow. There's a lot more to it than dressing up for the stupid men. I never used to wear makeup before because I was lazy and didn't want to put anything on my face, and didn't know how, but now I do...generally. Now it's fun, good for experiments, and such an expression of artistry. Of course I have to attempt to look pretty too. ;)

I've been idle and listening to the radio. I've been hearing quite a lot of crap actually. Thank heavens for mp3's I say.

I don't know if I've mentioned my scorn for that little hyper flowery Ketchup song. What the fuck is this Las Ketchup shit? What...are..they..saying??? This is shittiest group I've heard for a while. Heard that they have a DANCE too. Hahahaha! This trend - can it possibly be worse than the Macarena? I doom them to hell. Hell I say.

Also, I heard a kinda slow/dub version of Volar�. Oh God help them all.

On the good side of things though, there is hope remaining. Have a buddy of mine, Detnator, who is doing some cool remixes of late. His electronic shit is mad sweet. When he releases his CD you will buy it :) Heck I got the shout out thing on the radio last night too. The new one they're playing on 95.1 is a remix of Incert Coin's "Changes". It's not yet released though. :(

It's after lunch now. Oopsy. Erk. *runs*

Fuck you evil evil people who would do such horrid things to babies and children! Am speaking generally kinda, but...fuck!!!!! Dammit. I reach home from a nice day out of fun and all that, to..this news. Rather upsetting indeed.

In the good news though had a nice day. Saw loverly French film (1963) called Le M�pris (Contempt). Thank you Dion. Un film de Jean-Luc Godard. It started off strangely and confusing at times. Jack Palance was in it speaking only English, so the switchin back and forth was immensely annoying. Then it got interesting as the plot unfolded slowly (despite the continuing mixture). Nice ending too. Hehehe. Shall not give away much more than the fact that Brigitte Bardot's ass made an appearance a few times (like it HASN'T?).

It was a very full day today. Movietowne seems to have the cutest (most expensive) stores around. Beautiful stuff though. Heck I'd buy it all if given the opportunity. Did not actually go to any movie considering the price and that am poor beyond recognition. $10 cinema on Monday and Tuesday I say. Girls? We going next week? Pweese? After work Stace! Wait Ri has exams doesn't she? :(

Anyways, hung out with the boys a while at HQ and saw some folks I haven't in a while and met some new ones too. Very cool indeed.
Happened to go to UWI as well sometime in the evening for a meeting, and met one of Rav's old school buddies, who's in med school with another one of his buddies. Apparently he had heard of me. Interesting indeed. Brr. Trinidad is way way way too small.
*gasp* People know me and I have no idea who they are. Eeep. *runs*

There was something else of note. No not operation Iraqi Freedom. *snort*

Why oh why is my ISP giving trouble when I need to be online? Grr. I guess I should be thankful that things still work. Oh God I have no space on my computer anymore. It's
filled to capacity with music. Mostly unfinished downloads though :( I need that movie to finish downloading. I also have some Anime coming as well, but it's taking bloody
forever. It doesn't help that I have over a hundred songs in queue either of course. Today I got a few games, which I can't even unzip!! Must back up and delete etc. before going on. Hell new HD needed. Also need DVD Rom. Bah.

I know I know I owe you more than 2 pargraphs but am such a self-centred bastard today.
Today was a "me" day. Did stuff for me - heck I even cut nails and polished them! *stares at pretty blue nailpolish* It's called Kilimanjaro. A light metallic blue. Gorgeous. Do not think I look dead or anything with it.

I'm sleepy again, and once more it's too late to blog properly. Gee I won't be done until 4? God at this rate...oh hell.
I must like to torture myself with seemingly hot people who am fabulously attracted to who I just can't (won't?) touch. Always happens. Blah.
On another note, have possibly acquired a date. Hum. Interesting indeed. Trace...what the hell child? Grrrrrr time going shall speak later adios.

*whistles*

Oh oh oh I got sexy new pair of strappy shoes. Those kinds that tie up higher than ankle. Black leather straps. Very comfy indeed. Woo. *sigh* Poor.

I've been a good girl I swear. Shit.

In the news : Yay Stac is coming Yayy. Am also slightly annoyed at Arthur but what's new? Dars has taken plunge yay! Stac copped out though because she hasn't got time for such folly. :( Reg - well i just Reg. Hehehe.
I am really very very tired. I wish for the day I can wake up late again without being awoken by calls etc. How very annoying.
Had Creative Thinking workshop today. Very interesting, but now my brain is tired. Also of note : my relationship with Jhagroo is like a watermelon. :) Just a metaphor exercise. Hehehe.

Yay Stace and Ri brought me ends up pizza Saturday evening. Am loved. Yay I think.

I was up and down today in UWI. *sigh* So basically I have applied to start my Visual Arts degree in Creative Arts for September (part time). God alone knows what will transpire. I have a portfolio review and interview once they approve it in order to get in. This means that I need to update my portfolio a bit more. Eeek.
Apparently I can't switch to full-time - but hopefuly I will be able to. There is more than likely a chance that I should be able to eventually. As for student exchange, the paperwork looks like hell and will get over that bridge when it comes because it's going to be hell I suspect. May as well get a transfer out one time? We shall see. Cannot do the part-time thing for the whole time because I'll go crazy I'm sure.

In other news, got new jeans yayy! They're just good to knock about in. Just what I need and not very expensive.

I want to lime on Saturday but I have somuch outstanding work to do I'm thinking about staying home and doing it. Tomorrow I'm not sure what is going on but I'll try to do work too...but I most likely will have to leave the house. Ah well.
Sleep. That which I miss so much.

You know how I always said that if I'm caught dead attending UWI you can shoot me? All now is good.

I feel blehish but not as blehish as before.
Wednesday turned out fun thanks to Anna and labster. The old boy's still a big teddy bear still. *runs from cuss*

Mm sleepy baby. Muussstt get...bed... argh. Will blog if am home today. Dead out. Need sleep so badly.

I just can't sleep. I have things to do in the morning but I just cannot sleep. I'm tired, and my eyes are weary. I've been working on this damn computer all day. Some torture. You know what I need? A really good massage will just send me straight to sleepyland. Not for 30 seconds. Oh no you're getting away with that at all.

For about an hour I had Ni�a Pastori - C�i and Mecano - Hijo de la Luna on replay. I also have Santana ft Dido - Feels Like Fire and The Corrs and Alejandro Sanz - Una Noche M�s playing in between as well.

There's Jesse Cook � Canci�n Triste too. God. I just want to die when I hear those sad sad rifts. I wish at these times that I could play the guitar and I could just sit and play away my sorrows. I think this is one of those songs that tears me apart, inside out, upside down. It's one of the most beautiful saddest things� I tell you I am emotionally attached to this. More than those other pretty songs I've been playing.
In another life I need to be a musician.

The reason for this mood? Yesterday was just ... odd. I am somewhat emotionally drained. I need a break from everyone and everything quite possibly. Thank God for friends being around, computer working, electricity and phone, else I would go absolutely insane.
I think I'm already insane of course. Yesterday morning I woke up groggily from some fucked up dream and DECIDED that it would make a kickass comic strip. One of those single farside-esque things. I got up groped for my little idea book and scribbled the following :

Dream 11.03.03
Joke about Bishop
There is someone trained to dress Bishop - v gay etc. Nm sleepy. Dahling!

Ok so before you go "what the FUCK this chineygirl thinking?", please remember I was in state of half sleep, and was writing too slowly what was thinking and or saw in this very funny dream - which was funny at the time really. I think it was really about some priestlike person, and some sort of valet who was gay and was flitting about saying "Daaaahling!!" Something else that I can't remember was really funny. These abstract thoughts go through my head when I'm you know..ASLEEP.

Ok v embarrassed now will go to bed. Goodbye :P

Omg! Jesus livvvvvesss!!!

I am very idle no doubt. So, so far, Jus, Me, Vee, Reg, Stace...so who ELSE is taking the plunge? Eh eh? Regis! I want your pictures!!! Cmon!!! Am slightly miffed by Stace's..one answer inbloody particular but that's okay I still love her. Jhagroo you're so dead even before you answer.

Avi has v cutesy wittle smile. Rather endearing. Just thought I'd say that because am bored and have nothing much else to talk about. Saturday was pretty alright in the little lime. I think I managed to scare the boy (okay not really he enjoyed it) with myself and 3 other chics. We got ice cream shakes though. Yay thank you :) Sorta got scared when did not hear from him for all of Sunday and such. Thought was dead or very scared. Did not attempt to call.
Also wonder if hot red boy a few seats away was checking me out or one of the other girls. Weird. Thought was me but could be mistaken. Will pretend it was me anyway just for much needed ego-boost. Coulda been gay and looking at boy. Hum. Damn. Wish could have stayed longer. Darn indeed. Stupid boy anyway could have said something. Off with his head. Cannot meet nice boys anymore :(

Humm. Weird. Am using new proggie called BlogWeaver. You can edit the text and colour and shit like a normal html/text editor. V. interesting and rather useful, especially when people like Justin are colourising each answer to 100 million questions you know. If only it had FTP capabilities and stuff. That would be funner. You can get it at cnet downloads - search for BlogWeaver. It's about 3 mb and so far so good indeed. Hehehe.
Dred. I have more readership (sorta) than I thought. Woooooo. *waves @ Dion* This boy knows all my business and what I look like etc. and I have no bloody clue who he is. Of course I could put my spies to work and damn well find out mind you.

Here's a blog for ya.
This mad ass actually answered the questionnaire. Justin too. My god Jus you're such a sucker for these things eh? Hehehe. Normal readers who don't read the 9 take no notice. :P Of course you could answer it yourself and like... ok nevermind.
Sorry did not colourise the answers comme Mr Gosine. Sorry nah. He was OBVIOUSLY more idle than I ever will be.
Here goes.

001) Who's your daddy?
His name is Richard and he'll shoot you if you hurt me.

002) Are you sure?
Hmm I believe so.

003) Favourite word?
me

004) Which of your fellow bloggers have you jumped? (wishful thinking not applicable)
None. Err. Yet.

005) Whose bones elude you still?
Real plenty...wait oh on the 9... ahm... Can I see those pictures again?

006) Doesn't that just piss you off?
Quite possibly.

007) Now, really, which one of them would you kick off the island?
Zaboca!! He not flickin bloggin!

008) Is it because s/he wouldn't jump you?
Nope. He not bloggin! Keeeel heeemmm.

009) Do you read all the blogs you link to, or do you just link because you really should?
But of course! Ok the complete complete lists gets checked when am v v bored.

010) Isn't mush blogging ((c) 2002, Tracey Chan) irritating?
Very. Am surrounded by it. Gack. *drowns in mush* Glub glub.

011) As irritating as pop-up ads and Blogger?
Probably not. Those are more water torture type things.

012) Are you a fr0stbytei wh0re?
*grin* Yes and damn proud.

013) If yes, have you no self respect, you pimped bastard?
NONE!

014) In your opinion, what does it taste like?
Water.

015) Lubrication, or not a chance?
Yeh ah guess so.

016) Did you just lie?
Guessing is not lying.

017) Which two of your fellow bloggers would you like to see in a 3-way with Fez from That 70's Show?
Who? Sorry don't watch that. How bout a random choice of Rossi and Stefan? So SO indian.

018) Do you have a secret need for hardcore porn?
What's that? Am unaware of such ghastly things.

019) Is it too hardcore to even mention?
Err. Am innocent :-/

020) Who's website rocketh the most?
Ben Brown? *runs from Gosine*

021) Who needs to go to version 2.0 in a hurry?
Andre an Jadey. Come nah allyuh change it up nah I need excitement.

022) Who's most likely to kill their website and re-enter the REAL world?
Me? Err I gonna kill mine v soon but I don't know about real world.

023) Where's Anji?
Hopefully basking on beach with v hot men surrounding her and frolicking at her feet.

024) Is Justin's grammar not amusing?
It ain't horribible.

025) Does the real world matter less to you than your hit count?
Real world?

026) Has your page rank been falling, oh my god?
Maybe? Oh well.

027) How many degrees are there between you and Ben Brown?
1890

028) Will you let me know when it gets to 69?
No I want you to guess.

029) Would you buy t-shirts stenciled with "I'm so indian" on them?
Yeh I'd get one for Jhagroo though.

030) What if the font was really cool?
I said yes already. fuck.

031) Who scares you more: Justin or the dude from Powder?
Jus with hair...doing funny things. Werd. Brr.

032) Do you expect Easy 9 members to answer these questions?
I wonder who will go through the trouble.

033) Would you put your picture on The Mirror Project?
Possibly not.

034) You did it already, didn't you?
No I shame and have no digicam.

035) Would you be willing to contact Justin about sharing your hardcore porn had you answered "yes" to questions 18 and 19?
No? I stingy.

036) Can you kill me with your thumb?
Duh!

037) Have you actually read the books, or are you just a pervy legolas fancier?
Yes! Also pervy Aragorn/Legolas fancier on top of that.

038) Did you just lie about reading the books, you intellectual poser you?
Stewps.

039) Isn't it ironic?
No.

040) Don't you think?
Durrr...pft...mumble....growl.

041) Would you like a doughnut?
Yes please!

042) Can you make a convincing machine-gun noise?
rat ta tat... ok no.

043) If you can't, did you realize that it's because you're female?
Fuck you.

044) Washing your privates in the shower: the lean or the fast hand-o'-water transfer?
*blink* I shower alone thank you very much. These days.

045) Sesame buns with sweet bean filling? BEAN filling?
Nevah tried it. Bean filling? Eh heh.

046) Do you wear Ralph Lauren Polo sweaters, color-coordinated so the polo player on your chest matches the colour of the shirt underneath?
I don't think so.

047) Are you from Connecticut?
Newp.

048) Have you ever not picked a Grease song when you were doing the Karaoke thing?
I am not going to do Karaoke. Ever!!

049) Do you get odd wannabe-vegetarian feelings after you've watched Babe?
*munches on pork rib* That'll do.

050) Art students are mentally stable/fucking insane?
Mentally fucking unstable

051) Is this the only way to get Stacy to post regularly/often?
Yeh just maybe.

052) Why wasn't Titian one of the Ninja Turtles?
Then there'd be too many Ninja Turtles.

053) Does the lack of answers bother you?
Where?

054) Is Regis just filling space to get to the ever-sought after "69?"
Yep. Bastard.

055) For real?
*the look*

056) I mean, Titian was a great Renaissance artist, right?
But Michaelangelo kicked his ass.

057) Do you mean actual "daddy" or I'm-hinting-at-sexual-prowess "daddy?"
Daddy waddy wo waddy.

058) Washing your privates in the shower: thoughts elsewhere or pretending thoughts are elsewhere?
Erm. What thoughts?

059) Do you fool yourself into believing only fools fool themselves into believing things?
*guesses* Yes!

060) Isn't everything about hinting at sexual prowess?
Not not with sunflowers. Sunflowers are pretty.

061) So, who is your daddy?
Wtf. scroll up bitch.

062) Would you go down on me in a theater?
Who you? Or you? Maybe.

063) Do you really think you'd ever have the chance?
Yip. I rock.

064) You think the song is about you, don't you?
Yes I rock. I told you this dammit.

065) Is it okay to like a movie that I know isn't that good?
No it's not..pretenderbitch.

066) Does anyone want my photos?
I wonder.

067) Which of the multiple intelligences is most developed in you?
Visual shit, public relations shit, Shit-talkiness shit.

068) Why am I even trying to think of witty things when my sense of humor has fallen into a coma?
Dunno why you try still.

069) Woohoo!!!... I mean woohoo?
WOO HOOO!

070) Are you the monster that ate the television?
I ate a cookie.

071) Did you secretly Want It That Way?
Hells fuckin no. Stop stalking me!!!! Arrrgggghhh!

072) Would you kill me if I tried anything?
Damn straight.

073) How low can you go?
sub amoeba level

074) Are we running out of questions yet?
Course not I can go for hours.

075) Do you believe this is just Stacey's second post here?
Nope she seems so talkative all the time. Amazing.

076) Those are fake aren't they?
Alas. They don't speak. They just sit there. Fuzzy. Soft. Huggable. :( Thank God they don't poop.

077) Will this thing stop when we reach 100?
Maybe it will. Humm.

078) Why doesn't anyone like my 69?
I dunno you scared them?

079) Is it too large?
No it's too small.

080) Are you afraid of rippage?
Terrified. Wait...what kinda rippage?

081) Don't we all have to take some rippage at some point?
Grr.

082) Don't they do that to you in jail too?
Rip your pretty drawings?!!!!! *gasp*

083) What have you done for me lately?
Uhm. I love youuuu.

084) Do I look like the monster that ate the television?
YES!

085) Do you miss the days when "skettel" was a common term?
Still is.

086) Do you even know what a skettel is?
I hope so.

087) How big is your wishlist, you little Amazon whore?
200+ I go on "shopping" sprees sometimes okay. :P

088) You like it when I call you that, do ya?
YESSS say mah name BITCH!

089) Forget about your daddy, let's talk about yo' mamma. How is SHE?
I think she okay. Up in meh ass all the time though. :(

090) Which absent Easy 9 member do you miss the most?
Q.

091) It's because she's hot isn't she?
Q's a girl? Fuck!

092) No seriously, does Arthur's 69 scare you?
Not really. I think.

093) Favorite sexual position?
Top?

094) Pshh, honestly, you really pulled that off?
Oh yeh.

095) Didja miss Anji?
Yesh!

096) What is it with the 9'ers and long distance relationships?
I dunno what the fuck ya'll thinking. Hehehe. Very cute.

097) Who's most likely to hook up next?
Wtf Justin Ross Gosine!. I mean. Rossi and Stefan. Soulmates. No wait Stef's taken. Sorry Ross. Can you stand being the outside man? Stef say it sweeter so.

098) Say my name bitch?
Bitch.

099) Are we stopping now or should I add most questions?
Nah.

100) What the fuck?
ENT!!!!

101) Want to fuck?
More than you know. Oops.

102) Why are we competing again?
Not quite sure.

103) Do you love me?
Vewwy vewwy much.

104) Do I love you?
Hope so.

105) You like 69 don't you?
Uh huh. Adorable really.

106) Why?
Cuz.

107) Would you?
Woo hoo!

108) How do you spell snuffalupagus?
S-N-U-F-F-A-L-U-P-A-G-U-S I think.

109) Do the monkey with me?
Yeh babeh!

110) Rossi's back?
I don't see it.

111) Back again?
Still don't. Must be blind.

112) Am I fat?
No that's the right answer to that at all times.

113) I need friends?
Maybe. No one loves me. *bawl*

114) Why am I even bothering?
Cuz am lame.

115) Should I be witty or perverse?
Perverse - you veering towards it anyway. Witty doesn't work.

116) So is it right hand or left?
Foot!

117) No. What are YOU thinking of?
Headache. Sleep.

118) Is Rossi really the Walrus?
I didn't know that. Whoa...!

119) Can Lucas stop selling out?
No he needs money for prettier movies.

120) Will the plotline for EP 3 be so messed up that Jar Jar is Chewie's dad?
Egad. Is that even POSSIBLE!?!! Blecccch.

121) Have you really read this far?
Hope fleckin well so.

122) If you try to fail, but you succeed, which have you done?
Succeeded in...being a clown.

123) Intelligent conundrum isn't it?
Whatever.

124) What in the flying satan is a conundrum?
Sounds like new kinda drum.

125) Do I hit it with a stick?
Nope candlestick.

126) Who the hell is this Rossi dork?
Some sort of bunny head I think.

127) Are virgins overrated?
Yep. Well maybe... err. Why do I care again?

128) Strippers are cool? (rhetorical question)
Then is not a fuckin question if is rhetorical.

129) What is up with Justin's hair?
Only a flying satan would know.

130) Are you cool if you can do 0 to 60 in 6 seconds?
1234567891011121314151617181920. *breathes* Nope.

131) Are blonde strippers who look like Jessica Simpson cool?
No!

132) Are blonde strippers who look like Jessica Simpson cool when they ask you out?
Gross.

133) Is Danel a dirty whore?
Yes.

134) Instead of player hating, should I be participating?
No hate away. You live longer.

135) Is Devon really a Trini? If no, why does he think he is?
I have noo clue but I'll go with no.

136) Isnt it cool how polls bring people together *sob*?
V precious indeed.

137) Do you answer e-mails?
Yes. Mostly.

138) What kind of animal/person are you going to reincarnate to?
A pretty dolphin. Let's hope will not get eaten by shark.

139) Are you tired?
Wanna sleep.

140) Why are you looking at me like that?
Cuz you're a big fat dork.

141) Are you a closet Englebert Humperdink fan?
You'd like to know wouldn't you? But no. Must clear air.

142) Which side of the bed do you sleep on?
I can adapt. Mostly right these days. Right to middle.

143) Why are most pet names baby, babes, and...pookie?
Is v annoying stupid therefore is used.

145) How many hours do you sleep a day?
8? 10?

146) Do you drink tap water?
Yes it's gooooood government joose.

147) Do you pop your zits?
Sometimes if they just aching to be popped.

148) What's faster than a speeding bullet and stronger than silent e?
Me?

149) You thought this was the end didn't you?
I dunno...

150) What de mudda neck?
Aroo?

151) Would somebody lick Andre's balls?
Lemme see. PATRICCCCCEEEEE!!

152) Why is it so bloody mudda ass cold in Buffalo?
God doesn't like Buffalonians.

153) I'm looking for someone to deep fry an anus... who wants to do it?
No thanks not in my deep fryer.

154) Would you lick a dragon's forehead?
An edible sugar dragon? Suuure.

155) When last have you washed your sheets?
Ahm last week. Or was it this week. Or next week? Uhm.

156) Would you take advantage of your partner if they passed out?
*nods head in excitement*

157) Would you deny it the next morning?
Of course.

158) What drugs have you taken in the past 6 months?
There's Tylenol Cold, Echinaechea, Clarinase...

159) We done this questionnaire yet?
I hope so! Damn just one short of 160. Uneven rules.

Oh my God I feel so horrid, so...different. Has my level of language/chatspeak deprecated (?) so much that "normal" people cannot even understand a word I say now? I am just too lazy to revert to the old ways. I am so comfortable being unintelligible and I don't think that's good. Eeek. Is it just me or does anyone else feel this way? Help! We blog whores share an almost elite underground kinda of thing...which is, in some way rather eerie. Was told today that I sound like Daria. *snort* I don't know how precise that is of course.

A rather bleh day yesteray. It's Saturday. More blah. I have a few plans. Let's see how they go. Right now I just feel like curling up in bed and disappearing for a few days.

Vee and I have been having rather interesting man bashing, porn laughing, crazyass conversations of late. This is keeping me sane I think.

Jhagroo where the fuck are you...dearest? I keep messaging this "so indian" boy and the bastard isn't answering. Go on "away" if you not there nah!!!
Arthur...darling...*growl* Am not amused by lack of response from you. I do realise you are busy but am just rather miffed of late.
Jussypoo where are you? Hope you feel better. I miss you :-/

Gah am being all nostalgic-like and missing my babies. I dunno why. When I'm out of touch (blogs do not count) for a while I feel....distant and lonely.

Oh was watching parts of FOTR earlier. Man. So tell me this, if Gandalf was so fucking dred, why couldn't he have FLOATED up when he "fell into darkness". Why couldn't he have made Aragorn and Frodo float across the gap in the bridge eh? What kind of bullshit is that? Yet he could defeat the fucking Balrog? Come on!!!
I still want my name to be Legolas so I can hear Aragorn say it.
Haldir was also adorable in elfy kinda way. Yum.

Am obviously desperate and needy.

Blah have been working on HTML type stuff, my site (the rest of it not the blog) and another which is due all oh yesterday. My site is purty. No Dars you're not getting a sneak peek. Heehee.
I think I wrote enough yesterday to last a lifetime of bloggies.
Also, on account of me showing off (very old decrepit rest of site to Avi, I wandered around and found v strange entries to guestbook. Werd. Am spooked. Check it out if you need some entertainment.
And to Mr. Luk Pat, you're on my ICQ list man. Wonder if he still reads this. LOL. This should be interesting. Yes I'm Trini and I was blogging way before you.

Cassie Claire has published Legolas' diary woo hoo! Hilarious really! "Leaf mold t errible for my complexion." Oh God I so needed that today.

So just because I am a grammar/spelling snob, does this mean am bastard? Huh huh? :-/ Ryan you cannot expect me not to go shallow for this one.

The Weekend
First of all I must tell you bitches who commented about cousin scenes Saturday that you're sick bastards. Truly. Brr man. The cool cousin did not show up. The boring cousin was there, with PS2 (GASP!) but I wasn't in the mood for the games he had. The friend (who is like cousin...not cousin who happens to be hot (young)) did not show up. Not that it matters (you sickos!!!). Got a couple scopes in but waste of time really. Either they were taken or too far away. Don't ask.

Old people all weekend scaring with me with conversations like menopause, and babies. Good bloody hell. Torturous it was. *sniff* We got there Saturday morning. 3 year old Arielle took complete control of the tv and was watching Lilo & Stitch over and over. We got a break in and got her sleeping and watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding. It was funny but not hilarious, and not really as good as it was hyped to be.
Ari decided that Ice Age was her new favourite. Think she started watching it on Sunday afternoon. Did not stop. She learnt to put in the video, make it rewind, play and so forth. Over and over. I mean I love the show eh, but there's so much of it one can possibly take. Come on! Geezus. "On the way..ooh ooh"

Finally saw The Ring, around 12 midnight hehe. This is on a large porch with only bush behind us (thank goodness we're upstairs) and almost complete darkness. Woo. 2 aunts and I stayed up for it - we were the only ones not sleepy and who wanted to be scared shitless. We weren't. I'm unimpressed with it's ability to scare me. Come on the Teletubbies could be scarier. It's spooky yeh, but not stay-awake-at-night scary. Puhlease!!! Dars was right. Hehe. I also got through it without hanging on to anyone! Yay...go me! Would have been fun of course but that's another story. I went to sleep after trying to analyse and figure out why it could be oh so scary.
So Carnival came and went. Will depend on Triniscene for all costume coverage. Do not need anything more. Have had enough soca in January to last a friggin lifetime. Blah.

Onto our story! I know I know I'm slow at catching up but I've been distracted okay. *grin*

Blogging

I have to take a walk back in history, check out where I started, where I am now. I tell you, this blogging thing has become an addiction, a need, a figurative vomit catcher for me. When I'm down and out (mostly) I have to get here to chill the hell out and pour out all my troubles in text. If that's not geeky I don't know what is. When I'm happy or too
busy I have no real time for blogging, then I get yelled at by Stace and Lab. "Blog nah!" I am guilty of such myself. It's also just my way of having people know what's going on with me instead of me repeating myself several hundred times. This text thing has a strange way of affecting me and well everyone else though. Strange kinda phenomenon.

*interrupting*
Holy mother - look at mosquitoes swarming around me! ARRGGHHH!
*continuing*

It was Justin wasn't it? That iridescent bastard who introduced me to it. I think. Hehe. Yes I am a blog wh0re. How many of you guys have I converted to blog whores eh? Steffy, Dars, Kayode (?) who else? Am sure there are a few more. *snicker* My blog buddies have grown now - it's what almost 20 I have to check daily? Man! Lotsa lives to maco :)
Now I'm designing people's bloggies. Oops think I owe someone around here! Also must update this one and tone it down, add codey things, links, rss thingy, and some more goodies. Let's hope I remember to do all of that.

My readership has blossomed as well. I'm still not quite sure how many actually do check, considering am lazy and have not installed tracking things just yet. Do I care either way? Probably not, but I still have to keep quiet about certain things. people, yuh know just in case. Of course, I'm certain people will find out whatever they want to know any way you take it. Actually I do care. When people don't check I get all pissy and all that. So check else will have to hurt you.
*whistles*

The past weekend I wasn't really going crazy that I couldn't blog, but I kept thinking of stuff TO blog. That's just sad you know. Oh and then there are those times (especially with Jhaggy) when we are liming and some shit comes up and we say "oh god we hadda blog this!". Dumbasses. We're hooked for life baby!!!!!! And that's what blogging means to me.
The End.
*twing*

That whole thing made no sense but that's okay I'm tired andyou probably read it anyways :) *muah* I love you.

Randomly

Alas my monitor is dying again. Yes again. *hits monitor* *sob* Dear Lord give me money so can fix/replace. Eep.

*laughs hysterically* Allyuh check this out! This somehow (in v strange way) reminds me of Jus...and or Jhagroo.

Hello does anyone (other than Ryan's cousin - who has been doll with names and such) have a GOOD source of techno/trance/energy/trip hop? I want mp3 cds full of the stuff okay? I don't want any weak pop shit either!!!! Who the hell in Trinidad has the good stuff huh? Dammit. Need someone. Radio sucks arse. Think will create own electronica radio station. Need lots and lots of bandwidth and hd space...or something. Eep? Thank you to the boy who saved life and has suggested new people. Unfortunately cannot share bandwidth. Miserable. Kazaa is doing funny things humm.

*scratches jep sting from last night* Yes the bastard was killed shortly after. Its remains lie on the un-vacuumed floor. I want it to burn in hell. There is like a 5 inch (diameter) of redness (lil swollen) around the sting. It's all itchypoo :( Driving me loony I swear. At least it's on arm - very reachable to scratch.

Is that long enough for ya (lab bitch)? Now I have to go make up questions for the 9. Geez.

Hewwo am back and attempting to catch up with all of you. I think I've read all. Now I have to re-read them, make questionnaire on the 9, post on James' blog and lot's lots more. Weekend basically sucked donkey balls. Will tell all later.

Ugh. So going. Will see you all Tuesday. Have a good Carnival people who a re playing mas and or vegetating (like me). To the foreigners - eat your heart out hehe. I feeling sorry for Vee though. Po thing!
*muah* Will miss you all.

Furthermore...gah hot boys surround me. Cannot jump them. Tragic. Argh.