Monday, March 10, 2003

Stark-raving.
So. Having delusions of grandeur. Having all of my experience, things I thought personal, explained by developmental psychologist on a general, widespread level. Having feelings of panic for moving on. Having feelings of regret for not moving on much sooner.
Dreamy-eyed.
So. Wishing that I could finish this book. Wishing I could write this story and do justice to this character I'm becoming attached to. Wishing I had some initiative or knew where I could find some to take. Wishing my wordplay was more clever. Wishing Stacy would show some sign of life. Wishing college was free. Wishing graduation would either hurry up and occur or never happen at all.

posted by McKain | 11:18 PM